rebeljen's Journal

It's been almost 3 months (Sept 9th) since my husbands death and I still have days that I have no energy or motivation. With 4 kids theres always lots to do but I just don't feel like it. Some days I just go through the motions, work, school and all the "chores" that must be done but when I get home, I just collapse and can't do anything. My home is a mess, my yard is trashed and I just don't really care anymore. But I love my kids so I keep going on one day at a time if not for me but for them. I think everyone who's never been through such a great loss expects us to be ok and that time will fix everything but some wounds take much longer to heal and nothing will ever be the same no matter how hard we try. Some days will be better than others but we will always have the sad days and not want to do a thing. It's all normal for people who are grieving a loss so don't worry about what others think. Just do what you can to put one foot infront of the other and get through today. Let tomorrow worry about itself.