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daddyslittlegirl90
Female, 19, GBR
"x im a teardrop away from crying x x and a blood drop away from dying x"
12:11pm, November 11, 2009
you made me who i am (poem) Mood
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

you made me who i am

but there's no thanks to be found

i don't like who i am

coz you kicked me to the ground

 

you're too quick to critisize

to judge and to hurt

you get so much pleasure

to push people in the dirt

 

you dont care about anyone

and you're kids...well we're just there

never stop to show affection

or to tell us that you care

 

the things you say are hurtful

the things you do are worse

do you not even realise

your lifestyle will land you in a hurse

 

you're so damn selfish

you're so damn cruel

but we dare not tell you

coz our tears are your fuel

 

do you get fun from hurting us

from causing us all pain

coz mother sometimes i wander

if you are even sane

 

you fucked up my life

you're who made me, me

so don't sit and hate me

i'm your creation dont you see

 

many years of moulding me

and filling me with hate

so don't try to change me now

coz it's too fuckin' late

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Comments

  1. LeeAnn

    Thanks for sharing with us your deepest sorrows....May you see soon see some sunshine in your life....Thinking of you....Huggies with Love Lee Ann


    LeeAnn

  2. 79pounds

    love it. great poem!!! you really are talented. i hope you save all of these.


    79pounds

  3. witchnell

    most of this poem hit me like a thunderbolt it sounded just like me when i was younger with my stepmum,she didn't like me either,i loved her so much ,but all she ever did,was to hit out, laugh at my efforts, call me thick and useless,and tell me no one would ever like or want me,i tried to kill myself a few times because i believed her,but after i got married and left home she started to change,she was never perfect but then who is certainly not me,my thoughts are with you ,i do know what you are feeling really i do,it won't always be this way,but that is no help to you whilst it is ongoing is it,chin up my friend,you are worth a hundred of people like your mum,love and hugs,Helen.


    witchnell

  4. bonnytiz

    Thats a great poem, your Mum should read it!! It wouldnt affect her though.I understand all you are saying. Im so sorry. Give your pup a big hug and kiss.
    Love and hugs. xxx


    bonnytiz

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