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lovecj 
I am really struggling with my health right now, and it makes me feel like maybe my husband was right to leave me. I am a mess, and it is so sad to think that maybe I am not worthy of being loved because I have all these problems with my body. I have fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, and PCOS, but I am still me trapped in this damn broken body. Is there no man out there that can love me anyway, I have all this passion and love to give and for what? I feel so cheated out of all my dreams for this life, the biggest disappointment was the man I chose to share it with. I loved him with all my being and he knew it, I was good to him and never put my illness on him....he left me anyway out of the blue, with no warning or conversation. This is not the life I wanted for me or my kids, and though I try everything the doctors tell me and take excellent care of myself...I feel like crap. It Sucks! If you are reading this, sorry it is so down but it is my reality now and I needed to vent.
