TRYING TO BOUNCE BACK
November 9, 2008 10:24pm
I HAVE BEEN OFF THE NET FOR SO LONG. IT HAS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SINCE MY HUSBAND DIED. I BEGAN TO DRINK WHEN HE …
rhondahar 
6:27am, September 4, 2009
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About Me
rhondahar
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About Me
35 year old single female with fibro, bipolar, blood disorder. live in the country. no chilren. 4 dogs. live in the moment when you feel good, tomorrow might hurt. love to read, novels, bio's, plath. had a wonderful husband. 3rd time was the charm. i lost my husband to cancer. i am trying now to heal in so many ways. i started drinking after his death and was recently in the hospital for it. i am sober and liking it.i hated to update my profile with this news but it is just true.
35 year old single female with fibro, bipolar, blood disorder. live in the country. no chilren. 4 dogs. live in the moment when you feel good, tomorrow might hurt. love to read, novels, bio's, plath. had a wonderful husband. 3rd time was the charm. i lost my husband to cancer. i am trying now to heal in so many ways. i started drinking after his death and was recently in the hospital for it. i am sober and liking it.i hated to update my profile with this news but it is just true.
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reading, writting, spendind time with hubby and dogs. just me and the dogs now. studying human behavior.i like to draw.
reading, writting, spendind time with hubby and dogs. just me and the dogs now. studying human behavior.i
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BELIEVE
June 21, 2008 10:53pm
TODAY WHEN I WOKE UP ,I THINK I AM GOING TO MAKE IT. I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD SMILE AGAIN BUT I DID. REFLECTION , HOPE AND PRAYER, THAT IS ALL I …
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Journal Entry for November 28, 2007
November 28, 2007 12:20am
yerterday on the 26th of Nov. i lost my dear husband of melaoma can cancer. sun is not so important. i miss him so very much already. what will i do?
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2007
October 29, 2007 12:39am
in the morning we go find out the truth of how bad everything id .sory i have'nt written i have been i the hospititoal doigng test. foghting …
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Journal Entry for October 11, 2007
October 11, 2007 9:10pm
TONIGHT MY HUSBAND CAME HOME FROM THE DOC WITH VERY BAD NEWS, THEY THINK HE MAY HAVE LUNG CANCER. PLANNING ON HAVING A CT SCAN SAT, THEN …
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Close Fibromyalgia
34 happily married female living in my old farmhouse (dreamhouse) in the east texas countryside. i have fibro,bipolar,mysterious blood dis-order. just want to talk to friend and release some feelings to someone who understands
Treatments
- Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
- 2 daily for 1year 6 months helps some, can tell if i don't take it
- Effexor Working / Worked
- 175mg everyday / works pretty well for depression if my bipolar meds. are working
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni believe since the day i was born into a difunctional family. nature & nurture. they thing i have thought the most about in all my years.
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- could go with something stronger
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- yes until my shrink took me off it because i was diagnosed bipolar and wase put on effexor.it was like saying goodbye to a good friend.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- gotta try
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- makes things better, but i can't tell everything
- Seroquel Not Working
- given for sleepin but made me eat everything in the house.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- husband supports me,but doesn't talk about any of my illness'. i imagine because he can't fix it for me.
- Writing Working / Worked
- absolutely,all my life
Open Alcoholism
clean, cold turkey, sept.06 after drinking 21 everyday of my life. started again oct.07 when my mom moved in and then my husband got cancer and lived 56 days (nov.07) that's when i really got bad, when he died. i took care of him 24/7 while he was sick, denial and anger set in and so did the beer. stopped again sept.08 after pancreatitis and the hospital. so far so good, but it so hard.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- just was getting too sick and having days of blackouts
- Willpower Working / Worked
- cravings are strong somedays, but it's getting to where i don't think about it everyday.
Open Sexual Abuse
daddy loved me toooo much since birth,mom's next boyfried got me and i told her. i was the one to move out at 15. at least she did ask me if it was alrirht with me before she maried him. during all this time i was easy, mostly with older men. i'm getting real love from a real man now and from GOD
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- can't hurt
- Leave Working / Worked
- cut all ties except with my sister and her children who live 500 miles and my Aunt Helen who is waiting in heaven for me.i have my huband and you guys and my doc's.this has helped to set me free, most of the time.
- Music Considering
- depends on the music
- Talking Working / Worked
- can't tell everything
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