Journal Entry for October 20, 2009
I am under alot of emotional stress when will it ever end.... I often think the only way out is to die.
My name is Angela. from arkansas born and raised. married for 12 yrs and I have no children. but I do love them. I have 2 nephews that I love so much.. I've taken care of them since they were small they are 16 and 17. I don`t smoke or drink and I don`t do clubs. Well, I`m very easy to get along with I`m no drama queen. I love living life to it`s fullest.
My name is Angela. from arkansas born and raised. married for 12 yrs and I have no children. but I do love them. I have 2 nephews that I love so much.. I've taken care of them since they were small they are 16 and 17. I don`t smoke or drink and I don`t do clubs. Well, I`m very easy to get along with I`m no drama queen. I love living life to it`s fullest.
Reading, Photography, Cooking, Taking long walks in the parks, Music, I love to be near lakes and mountains, love to see waterfalls and watch nature in general. Bird watching is a fun thing as well. God is grand to have created such beauty! and last I enjoy being with friends and family.
Reading, Photography, Cooking, Taking long walks in the parks, Music, I love to be near lakes and mountains,
I am under alot of emotional stress when will it ever end.... I often think the only way out is to die.
I wish I can be happy once and for all.. I been crying myself a river all yesterday and the day before. I want a stress free life.
Hey!. Hope you are doing as good as I am. Found out that lemon verbena tea kicks my anxiety in the butt.
Pat
Just because ... jina
HAPPY LABOR DAY!!!
Hey stranger, how are you? its been a minute, back in school for BA in Psychology online. glad 2 hear from ya!
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