Journal Entry for September 13, 2009
a way of life tellin me tht i was never sposed to live a proper life i was never sposed to be happy. when i think things are pickin up i always get …
Theres not alot to say i haven't been left with much
Theres not alot to say i haven't been left with much
i can honestly not see the point in anythin anymore therefore i dont have any interests, im a dead empty walkin shell
i can honestly not see the point in anythin anymore therefore i dont have any interests, im a dead empty
a way of life tellin me tht i was never sposed to live a proper life i was never sposed to be happy. when i think things are pickin up i always get …
went up to the abandoned farm near me last nite with a brick in my hand ready to smash my own head in. i wanted it do it
its blockin me from who i am i cant live like this much longer no meaning to anythin anymore i feel nothin. im dried up
the pain is so hard to deal with :( i feel emotionally scarred
I'm not going to tell you to cheer up. When people say that they mean well but it diminishes what you're going through and how you're feeling. Just know that you are not alone.
hope you feel better!!
hey guy!cheer up!
I know exactly how you're feeling right now..if you want to bounce some ideas off me or just vent - feel free :)
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