Journal Entry for October 29, 2009
October 29, 2009 6:38pm
My best friend is annoying me so much lately. I just can't handle her not eating and everything. There are a lot of other little …
Goal Completed on Aug 28, 09
Alliegator
12:12pm, November 3, 2009
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About Me
Alliegator
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About Me
I'm just me.
I'm just me.
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Interests
Dance, psychology, shopping, fashion, reading
Dance, psychology, shopping, fashion, reading
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November 10
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Alliegator commented on kmw’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 10, 2009 7:41am
Aw hun. I can tell just by looking at your pictures that you have lost weight and you are very very thin.…
October 4
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Alliegator turned 20 12:00am
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Journal Entry for September 20, 2009
September 20, 2009 3:19am
starting tomorrow I am going to get back on track. I am going to start eating more regularly and stop drinking sooooo much. I have really …
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Journal Entry for September 12, 2009
September 12, 2009 9:25am
I think that deep down in my heart I am a party girl. I have to control that so much because of school and my friends but whenever I am in the …
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Chocolate
how are you going?
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I haven't heard from you in a month of Sunday's. How's your schooling going? I am ready for this semester to be over...wanna do something else in my spare time.
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hope you have a nice weekednd=)
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Ya leavin?
Rainbow
Hey,
It's just me again. Sorry to bother you. Life can suck sometimes. I can relate to that %110 percent. Last August when I hit rock bottom and overdosed for the first time I felt the same way and worse. But you know what? Life is still worth living so don't give up okay? Take care of yourself and try to be strong. I'm in your corner if you ever need someone to talk to.
Hugs,
Chris
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was originally diagnosed with major depression but it was later changed to bipolar type II rapid cycling
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Works very well.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Has side effects the first couple weeks. Worked for a while and then stopped
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- The only thing that fixed what was left after the meds worked as much as they could. Depression is a combination of chemical imbalances and negative thoughts.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- My psychologist is amazing. I don't think I would be alive today without her.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My friends mean the world to me. I wouldn't be who I am without them.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Getting my thoughts outside of my head and hearing other people's feedback is really helpful.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Worked for a while and then stopped. I probably just needed a higher dose but I swtiched doctors and then switched meds.
Close Self-Injury
I cut pretty regularly for about six months. On New Years Eve 2007 I decided I was going to give it up. I have only slipped up twice since then.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaWas was anorexic for about 9 months when I was 14. Its been in remission since then but I still have a lot of trouble accepting my body. I recently realized that although my eating is under control my ideas and attitudes towards my body are not.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Worked wonderfully
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
Open Insomnia
I have always had trouble falling asleep. on average it takes me an hour when I'm not taking any medication. Recently its been worse; not only can I not fall asleep but I wake up multiple times during the night. This is while taking ambien. I am really fed up with not sleeping.
Treatments
- Ambien Working / Worked
- Meditation Not Working
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Helps to block out the thoughts that keep me up sometimes
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- Restoril Not Working
- Worked for a while then stopped.
- Rozerem Not Working
- Worked for a while.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Works but knocks me out for 1012 hours and I still feel tired in the morning.
- Sonata Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- Worked for a while then stopped
Open Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar type II rapid cycling. It is mostly under control. I have identified my triggers and try to avoid them. Sometimes when the stress gets overwhelming I slip back.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
Open Healthy Eating
I want to make it a habit to eat healthier. I am in college so it is hard to find the time and money to cook food that is actually good for me too. I am actually pretty lazy about cooking and it is hard to cook for one.
