Journal Entry for September 17, 2007
September 17, 2007 7:51pm
Man! I'm feeling really tired today. Yesterday I felt okay. Then I got up this morning and it was a whole different ball game. I lay in bed …
tiger54 
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About Me
tiger54
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About Me
I am on S.S.D. I am single and live in a room and board facility. There are a lot of things I use to like to do, but depression came crashing like a tidal wave and destroyed everything. Now that the tide is out I can survey the damage. I'm a work in progress, kind of like New Orleans after Katrina. I have my Dad and my brothers. They really don't under- stand depression, but I know they care. I have a very good therapist and were breaching the wreckage of my life one day at a time. I feel very lonely at times. Life can be good I believe. I'm cautiously optimistic about my future.
I am on S.S.D. I am single and live in a room and board facility. There are a lot of things I use to like to do, but depression came crashing like a tidal wave and destroyed everything. Now that the tide is out I can survey the damage. I'm a work in progress, kind of like New Orleans after Katrina. I have my Dad and my brothers. They really don't under- stand depression, but I know they care. I have a very good therapist and were breaching the wreckage of my life one day at a time. I feel very lonely
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Interests
Interests? Hell, I don't know! I know I use to have them. I use to play the guitar. I use to like to listen to music. I use to like to go to the movies. I use to write poetry. I use to have friends. Drinking heavily periodically use to be an interest, but I believe I'm better off without that one. I'm really glad I have a computer, so thats a real interest of mine. Well I guess that about does it. I have a cat and dog at my Dad's house and they really do help me a lot. Unconditional love.
Interests? Hell, I don't know! I know I use to have them. I use to play the guitar. I use to like to
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I know the pain sucks. keep looking for something that you can enjoy
I’m With You
I don't know you yet but am so gald you came back. that took courage I'll be you didn't know you had. It's sounds like you are stronger than you think you are. Pam
I’m With You
You sent me a wonderful message back in September. I still read it. Thank you so much.
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HEY, HOW ARE YOU?I AM DOING O.K. I GUESS DID I TELLYOU I HAD A SEWING JOB. MY NEIGHBOR LETS ME SEW THE COVERS THAT GOES ON THE CHAIR. YOU KNOW EXCEPT FOR MY FRIENDS ON DS I DO NOT HAVE NO FRIENDS THAT DONT USE DRUGS OR ACOHOL. WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON ANY MORE.THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY SELF. KEEP HANGING IN THERE YOU SOUND LIKE A VERY STRONGPERSON I KNOW YOU MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIMETHAT YOU WRITE ME YOU KNOW WHAT THE DRILL IS .KEEP WRITING, HUGS PENFOST
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High Five
DON'T GIVE UP! Great attitude to have towards this f*** up depression crap
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've had to deal with depression since I was a child, but was not diagnosed with it until my late 30's. Its been an ongoing battle that I'm afraid I've lost more than I've won. It cost me nearly everything dear to me, though I'm blessed to still have my father and brothers in my corner. I live in a room and board place and I'm looking foward to rebuilding my life.
