Well have to say that I am quite content right now as for yesterday my period started and I know that I am back to normal, which for the longest time was enjoying not having my period but I am actually happy that I have it back LOL
The doctor's had told me it will be a while till I could have a normal period and I was happy for some reason because I know how annoying it can be but after a while I was doubting that thought because I did not feel normal but know that it's back I am one happy girl because I know that we can try again soon enough but my plans are to try and loos at least 5 or 10 pounds before I try to get pregnant because I know it can be hard being pregnant and over weight even though I want to tell my self that I don't want to hear that word any more but just have to face the truth.
I know that my friends and family will always love me for who I am not for what I am.
I hate to watch TV and to see what it does to young girls trying to perfect them and make them think like they have to be a perfect walking stick to be accepted in this world and not be laughed at because one is fat.
I understand that it's not healthy to be overweight but you don't have to be a skinny stick to be healthy just happy about your self and your looks.
You just have to love your self and only you and don't matter what any one else thinks about you.





