Journal Entry for March 4, 2009
March 4, 2009 9:43am
I can't take it anymore. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. Maybe then the pain will end...
pixygirl 
1:33pm, June 15, 2009
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About Me
pixygirl
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About Me
I am a CSR and Sales associate. Im close to my Mom, Sister, nephews and I don't know what Id do without my friends. My desire is to leave this town eventually and start a career instead of just a job.I should mention that I often hide behind a bottle too. When Im sad which is often, if I do go out with friends I drink to get drunk and forget about everything. Until of course I make a fool out of myself and regret it the next morning...
I am a CSR and Sales associate. Im close to my Mom, Sister, nephews and I don't know what Id do without my friends. My desire is to leave this town eventually and start a career instead of just a job.I should mention that I often hide behind a bottle too. When Im sad which is often, if I do go out with friends I drink to get drunk and forget about everything. Until of course I make a fool out of myself and regret it the next morning...
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I like to sing, practice my guitar, be with my family and friends and I absolutely love to go to concerts and almost anything about music!
I like to sing, practice my guitar, be with my family and friends and I absolutely love to go to concerts
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2008
October 29, 2008 11:09am
It is just one of those days,
When the pain won't go away.
I don't want to cry anymore,
Should I have done more?
Did I do enough for your stay on …
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DEATH
July 8, 2008 5:34pm
In the last 2 months I have lost my Step-Dad and My Dad!
R.I.P.
Step-Dad- May 14th, 2008 64
Dad- June 28th, 2008 72
I am now at an ultimate …
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hey girl! how have you been? wondering about you.
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Thanks for the support! I am so happy for you about getting a new pet! It will help you, I am sure. I know my little guy has helped me so much. How can you not feel better looking at a sweet puppy face?! Take care :)
I’m With You
i am here if u need me.
Rainbow
NO need to feel so all alone,talk to me>>>>Sis
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High Five
hey there! its good to hear from you sorry haven't been on don't have a computer right now, but miss you and everybody so let me me know how you are you?
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
Well, where do I begin? I will be 25 years old in a month and I feel like I have nothing to show for myself. I work 2 jobs and I feel like it's for nothing. For the past.. oh 10 years or so I have never really known TRUE happiness. As of late I am so sad I cry every day and feel such emptiness inside. I want to stop crying and just be happy with myself, but the truth is I hate myself. UPDATE: I am not this girl anymore. However, I still have my good days and bad.
Treatments
- Paxil Not Working
- Nope made me more crazy
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Im trying...
- Prozac Not Working
- Nope made me gain weight and that made me more depressed..
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps me let out the inner emotions of my messed up mind that I cant really share in words
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- Helps me sleep
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Keeps me grounded.
Close Depression
pixygirl hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
pixygirl hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI just recently lost my Dad AND my Step-dad. My step-dad 5/14/08 and my dad 6/28/08. It has been a rough rd. and Im still trying to deal with it on a daily basis.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- Makes me feel een more insane
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Keepin myself busy, helps not to think about how messed up my heart and mind is.
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Don't know what Id do without my baby
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- I write often, I also wrote 2 poems for each of them, for the memorials :(
- Remembering Too Soon to Tell
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They have all been great
Open Pet Bereavement
In March of 2009 I lost my Deecan: My dog, my child & my best friend. This all happened due to a series of unfortunate events that still hurt to talk about. I love him and I miss my boy so much. Plus... less than a year prior to this happening. I also lost my Dad, my Step-Dad & a very close relative friend. Losing 3 family members that I loved whole so much was not easy to say the least... Then I lost my best friend, all in less than a year :(
