Journal

DBS OPERATION PROCEDURE- 

OBJECTIVE ACHIEVED. OCT 2009

Deep brain stimulation.

Preparing myself to attend clinic for tests and assessments on Thursday.

Required to arrive and present in an unmedicated state.

How I'll manage this running on empty remains to be seen, and seen it will be by those around to witness my intent and effort.

Being seen at my worst and given tasks to do and videotaped so as to have

a record to compare, a before and after scenario, appears to be the format.

Given Madopar my reaction to it will be then be observed and recorded.

Estimated time alotted is 4 hours plus. It looks like being one hell of a day.

No medication from 9 am the previous night, bloody hell what a prospect.

I will rise to the occasion.

Another day, another step forward, nothing worth having comes easy. I believe DBS is worth having and I'm worth having it,offcourse I am.

See how it goes.The day will come and be dealt with and I will Maintain A Winning Position.

Tuesday 01/09/09 11.40 pm.

 This last week.

Informed of date for DBS, 20 OCT.

Blood pressure back to normal,another win.

Five months being a non smoker,another win.

I'm on a roll, witness the power of a positive attitude, thinking and action.

I can because I think, feel and believe I can, therefore I do.

Do it now-now,it's the only time I have,the only time there is.

I want, I do, I dare, I risk, I AM.

Maintaining A Winning Position. The Power Of One.