Journal Entry for April 19, 2008
April 19, 2008 11:14am
Well it has been a long time since I got to post anything...I have moved to Tn and don't have good access to a computer right now however I will be …
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About Me
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About Me
I am a stay at home mom. I stay at home because I normally cause a scene whenever I go out. I can't stand to go shopping or to drive in traffic. I have fears that something will happen at home while I am gone so I just stay at home. I have been married 4 times, divorced 3. I recently moved to Tn to try to start over and get things in my life happy again. I have absolutely no friends and life is getting very hard..
I am a stay at home mom. I stay at home because I normally cause a scene whenever I go out. I can't stand to go shopping or to drive in traffic. I have fears that something will happen at home while I am gone so I just stay at home. I have been married 4 times, divorced 3. I recently moved to Tn to try to start over and get things in my life happy again. I have absolutely no friends and life is getting very hard..
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I watch t.v. a lot, I use to enjoy square dancing and clogging. I have became very interested in reading as of lately...Dean Koontz is awesome...I really like to work puzzles and puzzle books.
I watch t.v. a lot, I use to enjoy square dancing and clogging. I have became very interested in reading
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Journal Entry for February 5, 2008
February 5, 2008 11:18am
Sorry that I am not on much anymore but life has really gotten complicated for me.....I just wish that God would bring me home there is nothing here …
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Journal Entry for January 15, 2008
January 15, 2008 11:48am
Wow it has been almost a month since I last logged in here....sorry to all of you for the lousy frinedship...I have been in a very …
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Journal Entry for December 18, 2007
December 18, 2007 5:37pm
Just thought I would check in...Things are really bad for me right now so I just can not get on as often as I was...I miss all of you a lot and I …
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Little Love
ok where did you go?
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hey you, good to hear from you :) how you guys been? what you been up to? *big warm huggles*
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hello! whats new with you? are you having a great summer?
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hey girl! how are you? saw that you were on and i just had to see how you are!
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Flower
hey, good to see you again :) *big huggles* that's good news, u gotta her back here too, was sad to see her account closed :( how ya been?
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Not really sure what to write. I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar, it has destroyed my life. I have no friends, most of my family don't come around and the ones who do think that this is all a joke and that I can wave a magic wand and love being alive when there is just no joy. The only joy that I have is my children and there are some days that I just want to hide from them. It is not fair to them, me, or anyone associated with me to be dealing with this.
Treatments
Close Depression
Not really sure what to write other than I wish most days that I could go to sleep and never wake up. I just wish for one happy day
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I guess I have been denying this but the truth is there and my husband is an asshole and he uses his words to keep me in my place. I have been married 4 times and all 4 of my exes at some point have hit me. I just figure that it is my fault cause no way could 4 of them be wrong...
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- I left the first 3 but for some reason I make exuses to stay with my current husband thinking that it will get better.
Open Obesity
I really don't have a story except I don't know when to stop eating and every time I get upset I eat and eat so I weigh almost 300 lbs. I went to Curves for women adn did real good but then my depressiong got worse and I quit going.
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- Curves Working / Worked
- this really worked I lost 15 inches in 6 months but as I said before I quit going. While I went it was a nice get away from every thing.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
In April of 06, my fathe rand I went to check on my grandfather and when we opened his door we found him lying on his bed. He had shot himself, we knew that he was having some problems but he never even acted like they were this bad. I tryed to check on him and help him everyday. The hardest part is that he didn't even leave a note so we are not sure what exactly pushed him this far. He was worried someone was after him but would not tell us why. He had just been in the hospital.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingI lost my older brother in a very bad car accident a couple of years ago, he was my best friend and probaboy the only person who really understood me. I din't get to say bye because he was pronounced dead on the scene. I miss him very much and would give anything to have one more day with him
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- Crying Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Anger Management
Just wish I knew how t control the anger I feel like my blood is boiling sometimes and the skin on my arms is crawling
