happy birthday to me
July 3, 2009 6:42pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOD BLESS ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOO ME:I celebrate my birthday today its my day I …
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About Me
i am a 52 year old mother of one son and 4 grandchildren i am a christian and i love the lord right now i am a stay at home grandmother to care for my daughter's only child which went home to rest with the lord on may 19th 2007 i have my son and my sister and mom for support but i am very depressed and just need someone to talk to that love's a child in the way that i did i am a retired lvn i am also a god mother to 6 godchildren i lost my youngest son in 2004 to murder and my father in 2002 at the same time that my daughter was fighting for her life in the hospital he passed in another hospital so i have a lot on my plate and no one who understands or that have walked in my shoes yet in my family and i pray they never do.for only what you do for christ will last, the battle is not yours it belongs to the lord, he wount put more on you than you can bear, greater is he that is witin you than he that is of this world, no weapon that is formed against you or i shall or will prosper, and in all your getting get an understanding all be blessed barbara. TRIBUTE TO MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER DEPARTED THIS LIFE ON MAY 19TH, 2007 ENTERED THIS LIFE NOVEMBER 7TH, 1974 TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY YOU WOULD BE 33 YEARS OLD HAD NOT YOUR LIFE BEEN TAKEN FROM YOU AND I AM SO SAD BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HERE TO CELEBRATE IT WITH US BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE CELEBRATING IT IN HEAVEN WITH THE ANGELS BUT EVEN STILL I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR ONLY CHILD YOUR DAUGHTER WHO NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO KNOW YOU AND YOU TO KNOW HER AS I SIT HERE AND WRITE I SHEAD TEARS BECAUSE I AM SO SO SAD TO KNOW YOUR LIFE WAS TAKEN BECAUSE OF SOMEONE ELESES MISTAKE AND BECAUSE OF THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A CHANCE TO BE A MOTHER TO JANANI AND SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO BAD I JUST GO IN MY ROOM AND CRY AS I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND ASK GOD WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN THIS WAY BUT GOD KNOWS WHAT WAS BEST BUT YET IT HURTS SO BAD AND I MISS YOUR SMILE YOUR TOUCH YOUR LOVE YOUR BEAUTY AND ALL THAT YOU DID FOR OTHERS GOD LOVED YOU BEST AND HE JUST GAVE YOU TO US FOR 32 YEARS BUT I WISH IT COULD HAVE BEEN LONGER PARENTS SHOULD NOT HAVE TO SAY GOOD BY TO THERE CHILDREN CHILDREN SHOULD SAY GOOD BY FIRST IT IS HARD BECAUSE I LOST YOUR BABY BROTHER FIRST AND THEN YOU THREE YEARS LATER TOMORROW WILL BE A SAD DAY AND A DAY OF REJOICING I DONT SEE IT YET BUT AS I REST TONIGHT I WILL PRAY FOR PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING YOUR BROTHERS IS SO SAD BECAUSE YOU WERE HIS LITTLE SISTER AND NOW IT IS JUST MYASELF YOUR BROTHER AND JANANI AND YOUR 4 NEICES AND NEPHEW AND WE WILL COOK ALL YOUR FAVORITE FOODS AND YOUR FAVORITE CAKE SIT LAUGH CRY AND REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WHEN YOU COULD TALK AND THE FIVE YEARS GOD GAVE US WITH YOU UNTIL HE CALLED YOU TO A BEAUTIFUL PLACE CALLED HEAVEN YOU ARE GODS LITTLE ANGELE AND I CANT CHANGE THAT BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME FOREVER BUT ONE DAY WE WILL ALL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN BUT UNTIL THEN YOU ARE MY BABY AND WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART IT HURTS SO BAD SOMETIMES I FEEL I CANT MAKE IT BUT YOUR LOVE AND YOUR BABYS LOVE AND YOUR BROTHER KEEPS ME STRONG EVERYDAY AND MY FRIENDS HERE GOD IS GOOD AND I KNOW HE HEARS ME AND HE UNDERSTANDS AND HE WILL GIVE ME STRENGENTH RESTORE MY PEACE JOY AND HOPE AND COMFORT US ALL AS WE MISS YOU SO MUCH I HAVE TO GO NOW I CANT STOP CRYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU WE CELEBRATED YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ITS YOUR DAY WE CELEBRATED YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ITS YOUR DAY SO WE GET ALL EXCITED AS WE STAND UNITED TO SAY IT A HAPPY BLESSED DAY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HATTIE SHANETAE NICOLE BENFORD POPE.BEAUTIFUL SHE WAS NOW RESTING WITH THE LORD.I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOM.
i am a 52 year old mother of one son and 4 grandchildren i am a christian and i love the lord right now i am a stay at home grandmother to care for my daughter's only child which went home to rest with the lord on may 19th 2007 i have my son and my sister and mom for support but i am very depressed and just need someone to talk to that love's a child in the way that i did i am a retired lvn i am also a god mother to 6 godchildren i lost my youngest son in 2004 to murder and my father in 2002 at the
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singing on the praise team at my church, reading, i am writing a book all about my daughter and what she went through for five years call gone to soon.walking playing with the grands and godchildren my chiwawa computer and board and card games.one day opening up a home to care for people in my daughter condition old and young praiseing god.
singing on the praise team at my church, reading, i am writing a book all about my daughter and what
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SUGERY IN THE MORNING
June 4, 2009 5:18am
tomorrow i will be in sugery so i will be off for awhile until i recover and heal will be in a rehabilitions center for two weeks after …
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today i lost you may 19th 2007 i miss you so much its been 2 years:
May 19, 2009 9:55pm
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HATTIE!!!!! Hugs, ann
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Hope the surgery goes well and you are back on your feet soon. I will be thinking about you on Wednesday with love and prayers. Always - Barbara
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May God restore healing; full recovery - and much success - You are always in my thoughts & prayers - Through Christ our Lord will remain strong & endure as trials come & go. Jesus walks with us daily & His Strength is in are hearts & souls, the spirit is amazing - the love immense - love you so,
Get Well Soon!
Hope you have a speedy recovery before the next surgery. In my prayers always, Pat
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Get Well Soon!
Hoping your knee is getting better & you are well on your way to recovery before the other knee is started on!!!! Good Luck & let me know how you are doing....Hugs, Ann
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Childmy 27 year old daughter went in to have a baby her first and because of a mistake that the doctor made her heart stoped and so did the baby but the baby surived but my daughter suffer from anoxex shock syndron and brain damaged and went into a coma after two years in the hospital i brought her home and cared for her until she passed on may 19th 2007 it was wrong the way my baby sufferd all she wanted to do was have a baby but insteead she lost her life and has left a little one behind
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am depressed because of what i went through with my daughter for five years with her being in a coma from a mistake that kaiser hospital and after two years in the hospital in a coma with brain damage i brought her home and cared for her and the new baby until she passed away may 19 2007 at home with my family and now i must care for the beautiful gift that she left behind and never got to know and it was her first and only child and she never had a chance because of what they did to her
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