Journal Entry for August 14, 2007
My first entry. I'm feeling good today...I have come to terms that i will ALWAYS be an addict. That sucks! I have and will always have a vice. A …
I'm a self employed hair stylist (love it)and a mama of a 2 year old girl named Zoe. Love drum and bass, RnB, hip hop, my boyfriend, diet coke, clean sheets, my cat punky, VH1 reality shows, DVR, painted toenails and pudding.
I'm a self employed hair stylist (love it)and a mama of a 2 year old girl named Zoe. Love drum and bass, RnB, hip hop, my boyfriend, diet coke, clean sheets, my cat punky, VH1 reality shows, DVR, painted toenails and pudding.
My first entry. I'm feeling good today...I have come to terms that i will ALWAYS be an addict. That sucks! I have and will always have a vice. A …
Dealing with depression since '92. LOVE to sleep. Love to lay around. Motivation is an issue. I havent found the perfect drug cocktail to even me out.
I have always felt having nice things would make me happy. It does for a minute,then it's all clutter. I am OBSESSED with clothes and my appearance and shop to feel more attractive. I shop when i do not have the money. TOTAL compulsion. A rush to have thing i dont need. Make-up, clothes, perfume, hair products, lotions, jewlery. I dont need any of it!
I deeply love my fiance but only have desire a few days after my period-not often enough.
Zoe is 3 1/2