All messed up
February 25, 2009 6:01am
Well,its all hit me now,i spent years teaching my kids that if they had any big news to tell us they were to do it in person,no other way is …
madammum 
5:20am, July 18, 2008
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About Me
madammum
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About Me
I myself suffered at sexual abuse at the hands of a family friend and told no-one, , now my daughter has suffered the same at the hands of a "step-grandparent" she needs all the support she can get to see it through court.Im thankful she felt confidence in me to tell me.
I myself suffered at sexual abuse at the hands of a family friend and told no-one, , now my daughter has suffered the same at the hands of a "step-grandparent" she needs all the support she can get to see it through court.Im thankful she felt confidence in me to tell me.
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Interests
i love embroidery, writing, and im a total bookworm, love music, rock, pop, easy listening and motown. Cant stand drivers on mobiles, winds me up. If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug i"Ll be your pillow. If your need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll be just me. up!!!
i love embroidery, writing, and im a total bookworm, love music, rock, pop, easy listening and motown.
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HELP
November 1, 2008 6:25am
IM SO SAD AND TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE PEACE,I DONT WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE.
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Finality
October 8, 2008 6:07am
Well she did it good this time,my daughter and I no longer speak,its so bad that in a statement to police i told them to advise her to stay away from …
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Journal Entry for September 29, 2008
September 29, 2008 7:00am
For years ive been asking my Doctor for councelling,but he never thought i needed it,seems that everyone who has spoken to me within the last 6/8mths …
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Journal Entry for September 16, 2008
September 16, 2008 7:06am
Well it dont get any worse ppl, my daughter,on fri,12th actually lied in a ploice statement in order to have me arressted for assault!!!!! LIED TO …
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Hey sweety where the heck you've been and how have you been?
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Hey sweety how are you doing over there?
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I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you. I hope you feel better soon. BIG hugs!!
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how is your garden doing? i got my chi chi. did you have a great 4th of july?
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Gardening makes me happy too.lol
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am a child of parent addicts,heroin was their fix.im now a mother myself but my upbringing has effected me so much that im unable to connect with my youngest daughter,moving from place to place has left me permanantly isolated,as a kid no sooner did i make friends then we were on the move again. I now hold massive resentment for my parents due to loss of a childhood,social skills and everything that goes with childhood,i have been 'clinically depressed for 8+yrs now,and feel totally alone.
Treatments
Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
both my parents were heroin addicts,amd my brother is a heroin addict,it isnt easy to hear people demeaning them just because they went down the wrong road,nor is being an addicts child,you seem to carry all the negative chatter,all the insults are thrown at you as though it were you who is the addict,
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- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- to push them to detox is a waste of time ,effort,and eventually heart breaking all they do in return is fall deeper into the addiction.
Open Fibromyalgia
i have suffered pain in all joints for as long as i can remember,when seen Dr its been =growing pains,artharitis,and any other medical condition associated.finally after 30yrs i was told it was hypomobility,it gets worse in cold weather,or if have been active for more than few hrs,i have been told that it will get worse as time goes on but am unable to claim anything for it as it can be treated wv physio,wich means 2days off,wot job will gv me that???
Treatments
- Acupressure Not Working
- caused pain
- Morphine Somewhat Helpful
- made me feel unrealistic,
Open Sexual Abuse
I dont really remember how old i was but do remember exactly what i was wearing,it was a nightdress,a red one,with a white daisys on,and remember waking to find a family friend abusing me sexually,the ironic thing is that i was sleeping next to my parents,i just tried to pretend i was still sleeping,never told mum or dad,im 37 now and it haunts me.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I was bought up around "weed" and other drugs,knew all about from an early age.
Open Endometriosis
Since the day my periods started they have never been regular,on time or anything thatresembles a 'normal 'period.I have been a test subject for the hospital for so long im a permanant fixture
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- Aygestin Not Working
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Not Working
- Fibrovan Not Working
- Mirena Not Working
- Ortho Evra Not Working
- Progesterone Cream Not Working
- Surgery Not Working
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- i ended up addicted to these for 8 years.
Open Breakups & Divorce
i have been with my man for 19yrs and he's killing everything i feel for him.
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- Forgiveness Not Working
- Talking Not Working
- dont matter what i say,it dont count.
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