(The rain hits the back of my neck so hard. But life has pushed me down harder. These tears hurt. I thought It would never happen. But I can feel the blood on my hands too. As the red reflection hits these crying eyes. So warm. Never meant to be. False hope hurts more than the daily disappointment. As I look at the crows fly from this window. I hurt to think that hope has left with them. This will be the coldest winter yet. Both inside and out. So...very...cold)-A poem I wrote called the coldest winter yet. Hi. I have very bad self-esteem issues and at times seem like a wreck.I cut and have emotional problems. yahooinstantmessenger: Shadowral. Hotmail&Windowsmessenger: Chavo_A_A@hotmail.com
(The rain hits the back of my neck so hard. But life has pushed me down harder. These tears hurt. I thought It would never happen. But I can feel the blood on my hands too. As the red reflection hits these crying eyes. So warm. Never meant to be. False hope hurts more than the daily disappointment. As I look at the crows fly from this window. I hurt to think that hope has left with them. This will be the coldest winter yet. Both inside and out. So...very...cold)-A poem I wrote called the coldest
Music is my love as well as writing: My favorite bands are: Afireinside. Some Atreyu UnderOath. Breaking Benjamin. Chiodos. Circa Survive. Coheed and Cambria. Converge. The DeathStars. Dir En Grey. Evanescence. Fall Out Boy. Flyleaf. From First To Last. God Forbid. Hawthorne Heights. HIM. Job For A Cowboy Killswitch Engage. Marilyn Manson. Old My Chemical Romance. Panic! At the Disco. Paramore. Rammstein. Saosin. Tacking Back Sunday. The Hurt Process. The Rasmus. The Receiving End of Sirens. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. The Used. 30 Seconds to Mars.The Devil Wears Prada. Sonic Syndicate.
Music is my love as well as writing: My favorite bands are: Afireinside. Some Atreyu UnderOath. Breaking
December 29, 2007 11:01pm
This piece is dedicated and influenced by a person that has had nothing but beautiful encourgement in my poems. She has had such an intrest in them …
December 13, 2007 10:47pm
Wow, i cant believe i made it this far in life. In just under 3 hours it will be my 18th birthday. Im absorbing the last moments of being 17. Im in …
December 9, 2007 5:04pm
Home is left far behind. The unknown's ahead. Im the only one that walks with me. I can not feel valor. Yet I do feel dread. Walking with …
November 25, 2007 7:45pm
*sighs*. Well, i dont really know what to write about but something is telling me to pour my feelings onto this page. Life is so weird. Everything …
November 4, 2007 4:57pm
Hey again guys. Here is yet another poem i have finished. I am so EXCITED to say that i am publishing a book full of these poems,imagery,and short …
Thanks for your message awhile back- I have been away from Ds, fighting the depression demon.. it was comforting to come back and see your hug. 'Hope you are well and still in words.. Love, Venge
thinking about you
((((BIG HUGS)))) hope u are ok
Headown- are you alright ? We miss you.
I hope your doing well God Bless you
Well i currently go to therapy and have been to many therapist for my depression. Sometimes it feels like its under control and sometimes it just hurts to even breathe.
Ive been struggling with depression for about 4 years now. Once i even overdosed and went to the hospital
Sometimes my depression sends my emotions into a frenzy that i just shut down. Feel completely numb to everything and it drives me mad. And thats when I turn to the razor.My bad addiction.=(
had teen anxiety all my teen years. it suxs ass.
