rainbowlvrs

Open Acute Myelogenous Leukemia (AML)

I was diagnosed when I was only 4 years old and I had a 5% chance of servival

Treatments

Bone Marrow Transplant Working / Worked

Chemotherapy Working / Worked

Open Diabetes Type 2

I was diagnosed three years ago with diabetes and am now insulin dependent

Open Insomnia

Open Sleep Apnea

I was diagnosed a few years ago. I am supposed to use a CPAP but I cannot sleep with it on so I dont use it. It has kind of been a waste of money

Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges

Open Transgender

My fiance is trangendered male to female and I love her. I accept her for who she is and suport her one hundred and fifty percent. I try to let her know that she is not going to go backwards in transition but I get frustrated because she gets scared when she is not moving forward.

Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

I am dying. I cannot do this. I dont want to stop smoking. But the love of my life does. Maybe I can just slow down. I need to stop long enough to get out of my parents house and into a place of my own then I can do what ever the hell I want. Need help quitting. for now

Open Anxiety

I get so stressed out and always have over little things. I just feel so overwhelmed and cant handle anything. I end up curled up in a little ball sucking on my thumb. I just cant handle anything. It has gotten better since I was put on Xanx but then they changed me to visteril and it is getting bad agian

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I did not used to be like this but I just keep getting worse. It is so bad that I have to have everything in my house perfect. If one movie is out of place I take all of them out and spend hours catagorizing then alphabetizing them and then I create a list on my computer of all the movies and where they are

Open Panic Attacks

I had my first one my junior year of high school. I thought I was dying. I curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor, cried, hyperventallating and totally freaking out. I finally passed out because of lack of oxygen. Ever since then if I start to freak I drop to the floor and just stare at one place for a while until I have hyperventalated and passed out. Or so I am told I am totally unaware of what is going on around me. Then I wake up and it is all good

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

I think that I am almost over this one. I had it because I was raped and brutally beaten multiple times my senior year. I let him do it for 9 months because he said that he would kill my sister and rape her too. So I did not care what happened to me. Now everytime I see a skinny red headed male I freak out and hide behind my fiance

Open Codependency

I cannot be by myself I am so afraid of being alone I cant handle it I cry, brake down and cannot do anything

Open Family Issues

My family does not approve of my life choices so they like to pretend that I was never born. My dad is mentally, emotionally and verbally abusive

Open Self-Injury

I like to cut I like blood I like sharp things

Open Stress Management

Open Rape

My senior year my boyfriend forced me to have sex with him. he told me not to tell anyone or he would rape, beat and kill my sister and I would never see her agian. Day after day I let him rape me sometimes multiple times a day. he would drug me whith shots, pills, food. He beat me and forced me to eat. Then he brought his friends to rape me. I did not tell for thee years after I graduated. I wanted to make sure my sister was safe.

Open Personality Disorders
Type: Dependent Personality Disorder

I am also have an obsessive cmpulsoive pd. I really donot know what else to say

Open Asthma
Type: Exercise-Induced Asthma

I have had asthma since my junior year of hs but did not get treatment for it until just recently because my parents think i fake everything

Open Multiple Personalities