Taaajaca's Journal

Husband called about three minutes after i posted!  I get so mad at myself!  we haven't been talking, but he still called to tell me he was just leaving work.  I don't understand why he is still with me.  I know i have some good quilities, but i've been so insecure and jealous that i think i have just about driven him crazy.  and How do you make something like that up to someone?  I truly hope i can change and grow now so i don't keep putting him through this and so i find a sense of myself.  So i don't revolve my entire life, my entire being around him.  I am trying to be strong.