Journal Entry for August 11, 2007
August 11, 2007 1:05am
Husband called about three minutes after i posted! I get so mad at myself! we haven't been talking, but he still called to tell me he …
Taaajaca 
3:35am, November 12, 2009
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About Me
Taaajaca
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About Me
What I am is a single mom of 4 going to school and trying to my life together.Who I am I don't really know right now.I've struggled with depression since I was a teen. I was in an abusive marriage for eight years, divorced him and fell in love with a man who is a compulsive gambler. Now he has recently decided my depression is too much for him.
What I am is a single mom of 4 going to school and trying to my life together.Who I am I don't really know right now.I've struggled with depression since I was a teen. I was in an abusive marriage for eight years, divorced him and fell in love with a man who is a compulsive gambler. Now he has recently decided my depression is too much for him.
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Interests
As soon as i figure out who I am I will figure out what my interests are. :)
As soon as i figure out who I am I will figure out what my interests are. :)
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Journal Entry for August 11, 2007
August 11, 2007 12:40am
Was doing better reading through so many of the advice posts. Feel like i'm finally somewhere where I can grow and change, but then I look …
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Little Love
It's like that for my almost everyday. The person I used to be died when my Amanda was killed. Now I have to redifine who I am. I had a psychotic break and am now on social security disability. I can't work anymore and even going to Dr. appts is hard for me to do by myself. I'm doing better now. I can go to the dr. by myself and make my own appts. but its baby steps so don't get so down on yourself. We all go through it honey.
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Just read your profile and wanted to send you a hug. Hang in there.
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hope u r having a good day :)
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Just sending good thoughts your way!
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Support Groups
Close Codependency
Mother of 4, my marriage is falling apart, I have so much anger, resentment, and jealousy. My insecurities and sense of self worth are out of control. I can barely make a decision for myself.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Considering
Close Anxiety
Taaajaca hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been dealing with depression off and on (mostly on) since the birth of my first child 13 years ago. I seem to self sabotage my successes by overreacting to most situations. I have tried natural remedies, most medications, and trying to go without and just "snap myself out of it" I had to update this, because the honest truth is I've been dealing with depression since at least the age of 12,when I journaled explicit detailed descriptions of ways to kill myself.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- didnt work
- Effexor Not Working
- didn't work
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't work
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Worked for awhile then switched to Prozac
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Depends on the day
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Worked for awhile
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Seroquel Not Working
- didn't work
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- it worked for about 7 years. I am still on it, but I don't think it is working anymore.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Works most days
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- worked for awhile
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Taaajaca hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Gambling Addiction & Recovery
Taaajaca hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
Taaajaca hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Mononucleosis
on my 4th round of diagnosed mono over the years. Positive i've had it more than that though. I live with it, but this episode is bad.
Open ADHD / ADD
I am ADD and I'm about 99% certain my youngest son is ADHD. I'm a single mother of four and I'm at the end of my rope with my little one, it's all just too much.
