NikkiMk's Journal

i dropped out of school due to the fact i am sick all the time and cant keep up

i  feel like crap lately

im miserable

i dont know wat to do ne more

my frends r clueless to how i feel

my bf keeps tryin to cheer me up

but its nto working

i need serious help...asap

i am seeing a therapist which is great when im there but 2 days later im jsut as bad as i was b4

i want this shyt to end

i want to be fucking happy!!!!!!!!!!!

 i dont know what to do ne more

i cant deal with my shyt ne more

my mind wont shut up

i have lost all interest in everything from music to my frends

i need an end to all this shyt

and i dotn know wat to doo!!!!!!!!!

I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!