NikkiMk's Journal

okay last nite was the worste of all the nite

my moms went out she told me i knew she be out long. i wasnt babysitting so it was okay. then come 130 i started worrying i call her liek watrs up is everything okay she tells me shes at "dougs" house....

i started to worry. this guy is known for doing coke majorllllyyy so i wasnt comfortable her being with that. plus this guy spent months trying to get with me wen i was 15. i had told him my age but he wudnt believe it till someone showed my working papers with my age. he backed off but for months he was offering me money and shyt and i hate this guy majoooorlyyy.

and my moms was at his house for hourssss.

then she comes home and tells me to go in my room she needs to talk to mark bout something that happened earlier that nite so i figured he was rude and she was gonna bitch or something. instead about 20 min i walk out to get a soda and shes blowing him on the fucking couch!!!!!!!!!!

wtf!!!!!!!!

to make it worse she stand up and screams nice job bitch! as if i was trying to like ruin her fun. 

and then she comes in my room and says i thought u knew wat i meant wen i said i was gonna talk to him im like no, i cant read ur fucking mind. she says well dont bug us tonite ive decided i want to have sex with him. im like fine w.e. 

im jsut sick of her. she wont talk to me ne more

and since he moved in here she is  always out partying and shyt and im not cool with it t all she keeps lieing to me and keeps avoiding me

i havnt talked to her like had a conversation in 2 weeks! its killing me

she was like my best frend now shes sum stranger i dont know.