NikkiMk

Open Sexual Abuse

i have been abused multiple times, but the one that hurts me teh most was the one that was so close to home. my mom bf had abused me for 6 mos when i was ten it didnt stop till i moved away and put him in prison, but to this day im still dealing with it and it is killing me and i need help coping with this

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

i jus moved from a home where my siblings and i were constantly being put down byb my step mother and father and it got to the point where they actually would hit us i we didnt put the dishes away correctly or fast enuf. i got home 5 minutes late one nite and was choked me aboved my dresser it was not a comfortable place to stay but i moved out but still feel bad for ym siblings, but the problem is they live in a state that allows u to hit ur child so it is hard to file a case

Treatments

Leave Working / Worked

i left and moved with my mom

Open Self-Injury

wen i was in 7th grade i was very depressed. i had jus moved from my moms 2 my dads. and was introduced 2 a new world. i was used 2 living in the city and moved 2 the middle of no where. then the ppl there i wasnt 2 interested in and i guess they sensed it and ignored me or made fun of me and i ended up flippin. i was forced to move from my moms due 2 issues with her bf and ewverything. then i started 2 cut myself. it felt good 2 be able 2 feel my pain physically not jus as an empty hole inside

Treatments

Group Therapy Working / Worked

i did a group therapy wit my dad n me it workd 2 an extnt but i enjoyd talkn 1 on 1 wit da therapist i felt more comfortable cuz she wont talk 2 me about it wen i got bak

Open Prescription Drug Abuse

well i personally dont realli get into the prescription scene i have hit on teh perks and oxys a few times but nothin big, but the issue is a family memba. shes been using a few and it just drives me insane to know wen ever i c her shes never the person she was wen i was younger. shes either always angry or shes sleeping. i hate it she can nvr b happy and jus relax and hang out wit me. i jus miss my mom..the way seh was

Open Migraine Headaches

i get migranes alot! they drive me nuts and i have no idea to control them

Treatments

Aspirin Somewhat Helpful

helps wen im tryin to sleep

Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked

mustard and mayo

Caffeine Working / Worked

helps alot it keeps my starter headache manageable. only sideeffects more energy a little hyper lolz.

Excedrin Working / Worked

get migrane one, it works wonders. if i could tour for them and be a spokes person i would this medicine i take it when ever i get a small headache and it hasnt developed into a migrane. it will knock it out if not dul it down to a manageable state. this medicine is great definite recommend it. had no wierd sideeffects.

Fioricet Working / Worked

this medicine stops the pain when you have a migran but it knocked me out within a half hour so i woke up pain free about 2 hours later, it works but u wake up groggy and and r sort of uselless the rest of the day

Imitrex Not Working

this medicine only worked as a shot, in pill form it didnt work for me, in teh shot it took 15 min tops to kick in i got a little drowsy and felt fine. in pill form i got light headed and still head a throbbing head it cut down my sensitivity to light and sound but not the pain.

Magnesium Somewhat Helpful

i used this with another medicine fever few if you take them together it helps cut down the occurence of the migranes a little not alot wasnt a great treat ment. but that mite just be me. and had no wierd side effect.

Maxalt Working / Worked

this is the most amazing medicine in the world for migranes ake it wen you get the start of your migrane and withing 25 minutes it takes me its calmed down i usually take a nap and i wake up and im fine with maybe a little manageable headache this medicine has made life soooo much more manageable if anything you get a little sleepy but its worth it

Neurontin Not Working

i took it, it instead messed up my sleepiung pattern and made me have alot of sleep issues. also it made my mom notice my other sleep issue so it did good, but it didnt stop the pain.

Topamax Not Working

this was the worse medicine i have ever taken. i know it probably works wonder ful for others but i had side effects of tingles up adn down my arms and legs, the shakes all soda tasted flat. it was bad, it stopped the migranes but the sideeffects were to much to handle.

Tylenol Not Working

once the migrane kicks in it is worthless.

Open Teen Sexuality

well im bi im not insecure about iot or nothin jus my mom is disaproving of me being attracted to women

Open Dizziness & Vertigo

i have been having these instances a few tiems a week where i will black out while walkin or layin down or even sitting where i will all of a sudden get realli dizzy and then everything goes black adn i feel as tho im going to pass out im not sure why or if this is even what it is but the description sounds liek what i have i am going to a cardiologist for it cuz my neurologists wants my heart chaecked to make sure im gettin enuf oxygen

Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

my uncle commited suicide wen i was yung and growin up i saw how it hurt my dad so much so ever since tehn ive tried to help others who r considering it and everythin and i get realli emotional wen ppl say i jus want to end it cuz i just think bout how their families will feel after

Treatments

Patience Working / Worked

my dad gets realli emotional about it i didnt find out the story till almost a decade later my dad wud tell me lil bits and pieces and i that my whole dads family hurt alot after it all happened

Talking Working / Worked

i try talkin to neone considerin doing it or ppl victims of it

Open Insomnia

i have trouble sleeping due to the fact i keep thinkin everynight bout everything ive done wrong and all thats happen to me

Treatments

Reading Somewhat Helpful

Trazodone Somewhat Helpful

Open Hypochondria

i cant watch a medical show or even see a presciption comercial with out thinking i have the disease or are ill and need the medicine it drives my mom nuts and it gets to the point ill think i have to the point i get teh symptoms

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

i listen to music to get my mind side tracked it can help wen i start freakin out

Talking Working / Worked

i usually talk to someone about the possibilities and sumtimes by the end of the conversation i realize how obsurd my thoughts were

Open Weight Loss For Teens

i have been on a roller coaster with my weight lately i keep loosing weight after being extremely self conscious for yrs and now i still wanna loose weight even tho my mom says im fine and everyone else does too but i still dont feel comfortable with my body

Open Caring For Aging Parents

well i live with my mom who cares for my gramma who has both legs amputated and demensia and i help out as well and its just a rough thing to deal with cuz she used to take care of me and now im treating her as i she were a chuld which i find frustrated and hard but i know its far worse for my mom who sees it every day a geriatric nurse and deal with it at home soo its tougher to watch her deal with this situation

Open Jealousy

Open Tooth Grinding

Open Bisexuality

i have been open about being bi for about 3 years now and since i have been comfortable with it i have gotten alot of problems from men and women men tend to find me as an easy girl who will sleep with anything while women tend to hate me or think i am "checking them out" its is obnoxious im treated as tho im a rare species of female thats unwanted