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KrusH 
5:09pm Monday
If you so much as glance at this, please comment.
On this day of thanks, we pay homage to those we love
I sit shuddering in the darkness, loneliness fits me like a glove
I could thank you for the things you gave me, the list is small
And i swear to you now, I could have done without them all
For the bruises you gave me, the beatings I took
Family is supposed to be a rock, but my foundations were shook
For the words that you said, and the things that you called me
My self image was crushed, after years I'm becoming free
When you let me go hungry, and my stomach walls bled
If not for the Divine, I would surely be dead
And for the day that I did die, my beaten hearts cessation
Brought back by unexplained forces, now I cherish all sensation
For those who surround me, who abuse and berate me
And the vast minority, who love and shape me
For those who don't know me, or even know my name
They simply see the scars, and look away in shame
I could thank you for the things you gave me, the list is small
But they made me who I am, so I thank you for them all
You forced me to walk through hell, barefoot and naked
But from the pain I've endured, whatever life gives me, I know I can take it.
Comments
Wow, once again you leave me speechless. You have a way with words that makes me sit back and think and appreciate things. You're stronger then you know hun. Know I love you, you mean the world to me, and there is nothing I'm more greatful for then knowing you.
pixie303
you know how i feel about you and your amazing, beautiful way with words.
this made me cry and we know thats not an easy thing to do...
you are so very strong. i look up to you in ways ive never looked up to anyone.
you also know how i feel about everything you talked about so i'll leave my thoughts to myself since you already know them.
i love you, and things are going to be amazing.
ChristinaCat85