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Open Insomnia

My doctor is baffled by me. I simply dont sleep. I cant sleep if the sun is down, but if its up i feel guilty for sleeping. Right now im working on making my 45minute "power naps" as effective as possible

Treatments

Ambien Not Working

I took it. I ate a fruit loops and barbaque sauce sandwhich. I never took it again

Ativan Not Working

Not anymore

Lunesta Not Working

all that this did for me was make me feel spaced out, and cry for no reason.

Meditation Not Working

I tried to sit and concentrate on absoloutley nothing, i tired to empty my thoughts and shut off my brain so i could fall asleep, but i just cant do it

Restoril Somewhat Helpful

Ya, like all sleep aids, it works when you keep on taking them. Iv found 5 can get you about 6 hours of good sleep

Trazodone Not Working

Take one, no sleep. Take two 3 hours of sleep. Take three three hours of sleep. For some reason, only works for 3 hours

Open Self-Injury

Most of you know my story, if you want to ask me.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

I found a wonderful psych. She has really helped me alot. But sometimes i just cant stop myslef

Squeezing Ice Not Working

Last winter it got down to -52 here. Its too cold here for aqueezing ice to phase me. It melts before i notice it

Talking Somewhat Helpful

Problem is that alot of people around me dont understand what im going through. I really only have one person to confide in

Tattoos Working / Worked

My first tattoo really helped. Its like a beautiful scar that people love

Open Tinnitus

My doctors care less about this beaucse of my notable psychosis now. It still affects my ability to rest and concentrate though

Open Hiatal Hernia

I was 14 when doctors found out i had hiatal hernia. I tell you, being a teen and having stomach problems and stuff like a got, is a major bummer.

Treatments

Antacids Not Working

Not for a stomach this messed up my friend

Nexium Not Working

I quit taking it when i read "development of breasts in males" in th side effects..

Pepto-Bismol Not Working

I used to drink this more then i did coke. Lol all i had was pink spit:P

Prevacid Somewhat Helpful

It helps a bit, but its like pills just dont like to help me much

Open Panic Attacks

I had completely stopped having panic attacks. But they returned, and worse then ever.

Treatments

Ativan Working / Worked

its kinda like putting a bandaid on brain cancer. Sure i feel a bit better, but its really not helping the problem

Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful

You are suppost to find you happy place. Akwardly, mine is sitting on the toilet.

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

It was helpful, untill i stopped telling her everything

Seroquel Not Working

I remember taking them and waking up in a hospital screaming. I react badly to most pills

Trazodone Not Working

She gave me this to sleep, it did nothing

Xanax Not Working

I hated these. You could have stabbed me and i wouldnt have noticed

Open Fibromyalgia

Ive always had these huge ammounts of pain that nobody could explain, then they found it was Fibromyalgia.

Treatments

Morphine Working / Worked

It helps, but its a bad idea

Neurontin Somewhat Helpful

Its a really useful drug seems to help the cronic pain quite a bit

Open Paranoia

With psychosis, i always hear or see somthing. So somtimes i have trouble telling if the little things are real or not. Im afraid people are trying to kill me. And for some reason i have really good sence of smell, and anytime i smell hot or burning i think my house is on fire, and i start panicing

Treatments

Writing Somewhat Helpful

Lets me escape from the world that i dont like

Open Miscarriage

My twin died in the womb. It never really bothered me, but I think that was just the innocence of my youth. Lately its been bugging me more and more. I feel like a part of my life is missing. My mother had 5 miscarriages and my sister had one as well.

Treatments

Writing Somewhat Helpful