Journal Entry for December 10, 2007
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im 17..my name really isn't nikki its kristina. im not a bit comfortable with myself so i gave myself a fake identity.im intimidated easily. i like being extremely busy so i don't have to think about what's really going on around me. i'd do anything to go back twelve years and re-do them. not get stabbed in the back a million times by people who you call your friends..or actually maybe get the chance to see my family more than two days a week. im tired of feeling bad n just want to be happy.
im 17..my name really isn't nikki its kristina. im not a bit comfortable with myself so i gave myself a fake identity.im intimidated easily. i like being extremely busy so i don't have to think about what's really going on around me. i'd do anything to go back twelve years and re-do them. not get stabbed in the back a million times by people who you call your friends..or actually maybe get the chance to see my family more than two days a week. im tired of feeling bad n just want to be happy.
i love writting. it always makes me feel better after a bad day.
i love writting. it always makes me feel better after a bad day.
blah blahh ive been at cheering for sixx hours butt im happpy soo yayyy bye
so im actually having a really good day today. my friends asked me to go out with them but im kinda like blahh in a way i dont want to but i probably …
ahh itss one a.m.. wish i couldd sleeepp blah blahhh
i was a train wreck earlierr now im kindaa happy i guess. hm.
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thants alright
hey chick thanks for adding me as a friend ill give your first hug
tired of being judged by people only after they've had one glance at me. or why people feel the need to be assholes to people just to make themselves feel better. sick of my friends backstabbing me over n over again. tired of feeling all alone when im surrounded by a sea of people.
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