reptilemom's Journal

Well, here I am once again. I have not been here for almost 6 months. I needed a break....felt like this place might be triggering. But tou know what? EVERYTHING is triggering. I'm doing well though...eating alright and have quit the gym, which had become an obsession. Now I have gained alot of weight and I'm feeling even worse about myself than I did before. I have a hormonal problem, which has caused some weight gain. Now I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror, even more than before. I'm not sure what to do about all of this. I may be better, but ED is always there...