pikealilo's Journal

so i took a career aptitude test today and a career assessment and an IQ test today. they are all pointing in the direction of me being a janitor (for life) it doesn't mention any other job. and the people who gave the test strongly believe in the test results.  maybe i'll never be able to be anything more than a janitor and i should stop wasting people's tax money by going to college and trying to be something that i'm not. the IQ test result was just was bad, and probably makes me wonder why i haven't heard back from any places for scholarships. (yes ive been to the sites on how to write good scholarship essays, i followed the directions to the letter and i still get nothing) i even applied to a minority scholarship and the white girl that won it goes to my school. what kind of crap is that its a minority scholarship, and she is not, nor has she ever been a minority. i dont think it's fair.  this semester for school has been the worst already.  i barely got any financia aid thanks to the budget cuts and im not sure if im going to get any financial aid next semester. hell i dont even know if im going to have a job next month since people are being laid off where i work.  i just dont know what to do anymore.