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pikealilo 
5:25am, June 16, 2009
I've been up all night helping my friend out I am so exhausted. They were both having suicidal thoughts and one of them even attempted it but I kept them both awake and talkig for most of the night, and then a friend of mine took over for the early mornig shift. It was so rediculous and scary at the sametime, I didn't know what to do.
someday they'll get better, i went to sleep this morning worried that neither friend would be there when i woke up later that afternoon. But low and behold I wake up and log onto my computer and who should be online them too. Things we're going ok for a little while, until i started asking how they were doing, someone on the chatroom channel (who is also a friend of his) said i was being an annoying bitch and my friend agreed with her full heartedly, and pretty much ignored me for the rest of the night on the chat.
How could someone be so hurtful? especially after I just sat up til 4 am talking to them online keeping them awake and from trying to kill themselves. and i dont even get a fucking thank you.
next time i ought to just le them die, people like that dont deserve friends or to live.
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u know, in the eyes of god , what you did was the right thing to do. One reason others may have came down on you was because they are jealous. Even if the friends who you talked to dont talk to you again, then let it be so. you can just do so much....god sees all and knows all. what you did came from the heart. there is no greater love than being concerned for others. You are surely blessed.. dont let it get you down..god is smiling upon you. have a good day.
danroy