SaraHatesDope's Journal

FUCK. good way to start off a journal entry. i know. that is how i am feeling about everything. FUCK IT. i am in so much emotional pain and anguish. im trying to keep my mind occupied today. but now im back to laying in bed. for the rest of the day probably. i dont have anybody to talk to cuz no one understands and i think about using drugs when im in this state of mind. which is all too often. i changed my goal to be just to stay off heroin. i've been smoking pot randomly and i was taking anti anxiety pills to fucking make me sleep. i cant sleep. i hate sleeping sometimes. but i love it too. of course they were my dads pills and now he expects me to find help cuz im a fucking drug addict. NO SHIT. haven't we established that?

god life fucking sucks.