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I'm sixteen years old... I was raped last year by my boyfriend... My mom is really sick... And If you want to know anything about me... my journal is the best place to find it.
I'm sixteen years old... I was raped last year by my boyfriend... My mom is really sick... And If you want to know anything about me... my journal is the best place to find it.
i missed everyone but im sry to say i still dont have a computer... ill trey to get on more when i can. ily all
its been almost 7 months!!! whoot!!
im back
hey. sorry i haven't been talking. stuff has happened, and it is really kind of scary. dad had a second line to our phone put in a different house about 3 yrs before he left, I was kicked out of the house my family is boarding in because I told someone that was yelling at me about the bills being too high that I wasn't the one paying them, so I'm not supposed to be in the convorsation, nearly ended my life a half dozen times, latest 2 days ago. I called a friend, saying what I was going to do, and that I was sorry I was a burden to him... he drove out, told my mom what happened, and they started looking for me, found me in the woods behind the house with half my prescription pills eaten... it was bad, but he staye with me in the hospital the whole time, even tho it was against policy. I got out a couple of hours ago... I've been yelled at from coworkers for coming in when I was about to have mental breakdowns... at least I know my priorities... so much has happened, i can't even remember the half of it... thanks for listening, anyway...
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i was at my boyfriends house... and he took it a little too far ...( i told him i was waiting for marrage to have sex) and that i didnt like the idea of oral... aparently he wasnt listening...
.. 500 characters.. not enough... just soo much going on in my life it seems like i never get a break from all the crud in my life
i became a hypocryte... i begged my friends not to cut.. then i started..
I am living on a TSD campus (although not because of hearing problems) and have had to interact with hearing impared and deaf people and have enjoyed it a lot.. i have learned a lot of sign and am loving it...
my mom has lived through meningitis although all of her spinal fluid leaked out and the doctors o.d.ed her
my mom may have multiple sclerosis... ... I know all about it... the drugs... the affects... and the fact that a lot of females and their daughters get it...
i usually get migranes 4 or more times a wk during fall and winter time... and maybe 1 or 2 during the summer
im not at an average high school... and i have a little bit of trouble being away from home... but going home doesn't help much with things either because of all the problems there
there's a possibility that my mom may either have MS or VHL and i worry about her a lot.. her and i are close and i don't want to loose her.
if you want to know the whole story, go to my page... but the long and short of it is that my boyfriend took advantage of me and im still trying to get over it... could use some help
ive lost in the past year... 3 friends and 1 friend of the family to suicide, my mom is very sick and im not sure how much longer she can hold out, and a friend of mine has a bad disease and she wont live but maybe for 10 more years... at best... it seems like i keep loosing people... friends...
had asthma when i was younger... then it just kinda went away.. but now im having problems again.. maybe someone can help?
idk .. but i think i may be having panic attacks.. but i can't get dx or meds until i go to the hosp. and get other things ruled out... advice would be nice
my councilor thinks i have slight PTSD
can't sleep.... obviously...
pseudo seizures