Journal Entry for November 3, 2009
My tounge hurts.
It hurts to draw on a smoke.
It's yellow.
I scrub it with my toothbrush and it does not come off.
The areas where you can see my …
My tounge hurts.
It hurts to draw on a smoke.
It's yellow.
I scrub it with my toothbrush and it does not come off.
The areas where you can see my …
This is my Anniversary.
To the day.
October 31,1998
Eleven years since he moved out.
My EX husband.
Thank Goodness he is someone elses problem.
Oh …
I can't do it.... And yet, I do every day.
No one knows.
I forgot... AGAIN!!!
I always forget.
No excuse.
No reason.
(Did you know that …
Can't do it tonight.
Everything Still Stands.
"I keep asking,
What's the point?
Why did I have surgery on my back...
Was it to feel better physically.
I feel OK now.
Not fixed, but OK.
I …
hi how are you doing?
I'm here, I haven't forgotten about you...You can always drop me a message and I will always write back promise!
how are u feeling? thx for caring about me
Hope you are doing good!!! HAven't heard from you in awhile wishing you the best!
I have a herniated disk, (L5/S1), that is pressing on my sciotic nerve, wraps around my right side. Numbness and pain are a daily thing. Only Just got insusrance... having a hard time with it, (state aid)... You know, the typical thing.
highs & lows... Mostly lows. I was told for years that there was nothing wrong with me, it's all in your head. turns out they were right! LOL
I found out almost 2 years ago. The Drs asked me if I had been in Iraq or if I had been around Agent Orange.. Nice huh? I am a smoker and have tried almost everything to quit... Not really on any meds, I have an inhaler but I don't use it. It makes me dizzy.
I was told that there was nothing wrong with me for years. No one bothered to check my TSH levels. (Military Dr's) Have been on meds since 01
Was diagnosed on 7-21-09 officially. Never been treated for it until now. It can be really bad.
Agoraphobic for many years. Somewhat under control.
Chi Man... He's the best... My cat
Lost my mother about a year and a half ago... I miss her very much
I am just another cog. Just one more insignificant nothing in this giant world.
I've had agoraphobia for about 17 years. I remember a time when it didn't freak me out to... do ANYTHING. Now, it does.
David wrote me an email. It was clearly a good bye letter. It was the 5th or 6th letter from him that was almost word for word. I didn't respond. I couldn't go there again with him. He Hanged himself 2 days later.