Journal Entry for September 3, 2009
September 3, 2009 7:44am
haven't done one of these for a while and too tired to catch up with everyone at mo so heres an update:
work is going well, both team leader …
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cagedDreams
8:03am, August 11, 2009
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About Me
cagedDreams
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About Me
hmm, which me? the human that's typing this can be completely different people at different mood states, the depressed version, the hypomanic version and many in between, each with different interests, skills, thoughts and behaviour so couldn't define him very specifically. me, on the other hand, am the shared awareness in all those people. they can be extremely rough or pleasant but i wouldn't have it any other way.
hmm, which me? the human that's typing this can be completely different people at different mood states, the depressed version, the hypomanic version and many in between, each with different interests, skills, thoughts and behaviour so couldn't define him very specifically. me, on the other hand, am the shared awareness in all those people. they can be extremely rough or pleasant but i wouldn't have it any other way.
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Interests
over-analyzing everything and zen. yes, one is the antithesis of the other but it is possible to make them work together.
over-analyzing everything and zen. yes, one is the antithesis of the other but it is possible to make
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Journal Entry for November 27, 2008
November 27, 2008 3:23am
managed to get together the willpower to stop working but wasn't enough to get away from the computer...lol.... been quiet mad for a while and it …
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Journal Entry for November 1, 2008
November 1, 2008 1:21am
the mind has been a bit of a mess lately - been going through a rapid-cycle period so constant ups and downs and their effect on memory and …
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Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
October 4, 2008 12:53am
So much for that rest last w/e - warning, more winging...lol
- first my sister broke up with the dimwit she was with, mixed emotions there, was …
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Journal Entry for September 25, 2008
September 25, 2008 8:29pm
Been a bit of a draining week - spending all last weekend setting up my puter meant a tired start to the week - was working on a fairly critical …
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Chocolate
You're so sweet my dear friend. Thanks for checking in on me and giving me a fresh perspective on things! How are you doing?
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no problemo. you think deeply! i like that :) it makes other people think too. so you're kind of helping to breed wisdom. lol x
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great post, thanks
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Miss You
that about says it all!! How are you?
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Hug
Thanks for your friendship! Big hugs for you too!!
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Close Bipolar Disorder
finally under control after 5 years of turmoil. happy for all the things it has thought me :D
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Be mindful of harmful thoughts!
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Keeps me stable.
- Dosulepin Working / Worked
- Only AD that works for my depression episodes.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Showed me the real me and thought me how to control my thoughts and emotions.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Good for preventing hypo episodes.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI'm actually BP but used to spend most of my time in the clinically depressed part of the cycles. All under control now. Happy for all the lessons it has thought me :D
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- As per BP description.
- Dosulepin Working / Worked
- Only AD that works for me. Wish I tried this earlier! Can understand why the psychiatrists didn't want to take a chance though.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- As per BP description. The most powerful tool for anyone in any condition.
