hmm..havent written for a few days..so i suppose an update is warented...hmm..Life's been kinding boring and slow with the fact that I am waiting for my bday come..realli happy tho bcuz of the fact that the ex and i are getting clse as friends again..feels nice not to have to be upset when she comes over or i think of her bcuz of past shit bcuz we are cool now..and i never thought that it would feel great to be friends with her, swore that i would never be able to be just friends with her but i am happy that we are happi as friends..bcuz like she has a guy that she loves and i have a guy that i love so much and am happi with..so i guess she is right..everything always happens for a reason...bcuz i am so happi that im with erik and that she is with ant...so yeah..anyways..i miss erik right now, like i cant wait until he comes here!! omg we will have so much fun..specially when he moves bcuz then we can chill when ever and shit..let's see..umm anything else goin on rite now?!..hmm..no i think thats about all..happi..