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RainbowCentral 
8:23pm, November 16, 2009
I fucking hate being bipolar..My moods are so out of control recently..like I keep getting these mini manic shits that are amazing while they last but are only there for about 30 mins and then im back to being insanly depressed..and its hadnt really been bad but for the past like 3 to 4 days its been really shitty..like i cant stand it anymore..at night i cant fall asleep..and during the day i dont wanna get outta bed..all i do is lay there for hours on end..and like i hate this shit..i hate being depressed...im usually good at hiding it too but it's been hitting me so hard lately that everyone is noticing..when i talk to my bf on the phone he asks whats wrong and i try so hard to sound happy bcuz i dont wanna tell him im depressed bcuz when he asks why i honestly dont have a reason..and it makes me feel crazy to be on the brink of tears with no reason at all for it..i wish my bf was here right now but i most likely wont see him again until my bday[the 28th]..and that sucks bcuz i miss him soo much..like when he is here im so happy..and even when im not he gets me thru it bcuz he just holds me in his arms and makes me feel like nothing can ever hurt me bcuz he is there to protect me..and recently my apatite[sp?] has been weird..like i have not been hungry at all...like i have been losing weight bcuz of eatting so little..and its like, not on purpose im just not hungry...i feel like crying right now and i need someone to hold onto so much but the only person i have is all the way in maryland sound asleep..i miss him so much..him not being here is so depressing..
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