Journal

God listening to Jackie on the phone with Dana is so depressing..I have feelings for Jackie and I'm really trying not to because I know she doesnt feel the same way I am just the friend who she leans on and basically it just seems like all she does now is use my phone to talk to Dana and ask me to call Dana's house bcuz she isnt allowed to just so she can talk to her but Dana has a bf and treats Jackie like absolute shi..Like the girl is a whore in a half and she treats Jackie like shit everytime her bf comes around and I mean Jackie is stupid for trying to stick with her bcuz she knows Dana has a bf and that she is just using her but for some God damn reason she sticks to her like a fly on shit...and begs her to come back even tho Dana says some of the cruelest things to her I have ever heard and trust me, I have heard some fucked up shit..I wish she would just reaslize that Dana is bad for her and that she is nothing but a dirty ignorant drugaddict bitch..Okay I feel a little bit better now that I have ranted...Gotta get back to life now and listen to Jackie boo love...god..ew...well have a good day everyone!!

p.s. Im pretty much giving up on having romantic feelings towards everyone for a while bcuz I am tired of having either the other person not  feeling the same or being used by dirtbags...so yea..I will be single for a while starting now....

Let's see..i have been up all night hanging out with my siblings and friends..I am single again bcuz my bf and i decided to go our seperate ways due to faithfulness issues on his behalf due to the distance between us two. But I do have a new best friend named Josiah who has helped me thru it all and he is absolutly amazing! He is the sweetest guy ever and I am so glad that I know him...We text and myspace all the time!! And omg, I can't wait to meet his daughter, she is so adorable and only 2 weeks old!Andalso his  3 year old son named Damien!Well I'm gonna get off and finish cleaning up and get my coffee for the morning..Love and Hope to you all!!!

<3,

Heaven