Rant about Jackie...
September 15, 2009 12:39am
God listening to Jackie on the phone with Dana is so depressing..I have feelings for Jackie and I'm really trying not to because I know she …
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RainbowCentral
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About Me
RainbowCentral
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About Me
My name is Heaven.I am 18 and I am a high school graduate. I plan to go to valley forge military academy in the beginning of next year. I live near Philadelphia, with my mother and father, along with 2 younger sisters and 2 younger brothers.I, myself was diagnosed with being Bi-polar February 2007.I also have PTSD from being molested when i was a child for 3 years.My mother is Bi-polar, has PTSD and OCD.My brother has ADHD and is Mildly to Moderately Autistic.I have lived around mental illness my whole life, and it scares me to death!
My name is Heaven.I am 18 and I am a high school graduate. I plan to go to valley forge military academy in the beginning of next year. I live near Philadelphia, with my mother and father, along with 2 younger sisters and 2 younger brothers.I, myself was diagnosed with being Bi-polar February 2007.I also have PTSD from being molested when i was a child for 3 years.My mother is Bi-polar, has PTSD and OCD.My brother has ADHD and is Mildly to Moderately Autistic.I have lived around mental illness my
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i hate asthma…
November 10
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Just broke up with my gf yesterday..still think it was the right thing to...…
October 18
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texting roman right now!! ^_^…
August 28
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RainbowCentral turned 18 12:00am
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Bright Morning.
August 27, 2009 6:56am
Let's see..i have been up all night hanging out with my siblings and friends..I am single again bcuz my bf and i decided to go our seperate ways …
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chillin with the ex n friends..
August 19, 2009 12:12am
hmm..havent written for a few days..so i suppose an update is warented...hmm..Life's been kinding boring and slow with the fact that I am waiting …
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ranting about life...
August 13, 2009 3:44am
I fucking hate being bipolar..My moods are so out of control recently..like I keep getting these mini manic shits that are amazing while they last …
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Moment of Peace
that's awesome!! things are going okay... I've got no homework tonight, so that's a good thing! *super happy face* ahaha
How about you? Tattoo? of what?
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tnx
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true!
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not really. I get what you're saying.
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Rainbow
of course, obviously! hahaa
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I have listened to music anytime i have gotten upset from before I can remember.It helps alot.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i have gone to therapy since i was diagnosed, and I was also institutionalize for a little while in the beginning of this year.
- Zoloft Not Working
- I was on Zoloft for a little while...a period of about 4 months.The medication, personally, made me antsy and made my suicidal thoughts more frequent.
Close Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- i was in a group therapy for cutting and depression.But all it did was put me with a bunch of other kids that cut.it didn't help at all.
Open Sexual Abuse
Okay,well I am 16.From the time i was 9 until I was 11 and got my period my mother's best friend molested me.Luckily enough he never raped me.I didn't tell my parents until I was 14.I couldnt hold it in anymore and had to tell a friend.My friend was concerned and told her grandmother.Her grandmother told me that if I didnt tell my parents she would.I figured it would be better coming from me.Then in the beginning of this year I was raped by a 26 year old man who was my fathers b-friend
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
i am a 16 year old Out Lesbian from Pennsylvania. I have a gf and i love her very much!
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
RainbowCentral hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Autism / Autism Spectrum
My 15 year old brother was recently diagnosed mildly to moderatly autistic.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
My girlfriend and I have been going out for 1.5 years.I have told my friends but none of them have met .Our parent found out and we were not allowed to see each other for a month and a half..It took a huge tole on my because my dad hates me because of it..But I think it took a larger tole on her..She has been acting really distant..as if the B.S. her parents are feeding her is true..I have no idea what to do..I love her more than anything in the world but what if she stops loving me?
Open Obesity
I have always been big.But before the crap happened when I was 9 I played sports and kept it atleast healthy.Since then I have been sliding down a slippery slope, and I am 120 pounds over weight now.It has severely effected my self-esteem, and every time I tell myself that I am going to get out, ride a bike..take a walk..I don't.I sit in the house on the computer.Everytime I eat I feel like crap because I know I'm just going to get fatter.I hate myself!
Treatments
Open Panic Attacks
RainbowCentral hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anger Management
RainbowCentral hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto-ovo vegetarianism (No meat)RainbowCentral hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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