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DuckAndCover 
7:40pm, October 12, 2009
It's my youngest son's birthday but he's off with his mum living the new life and I feel I'm about as welcome as a tie-dye t-shirt to a 14 year old. There's this veil of secrecy about everything to do with them. i imagine mum has herself a designer toy-boy by now, suitable for someone of her status but even when I talk to Elliot on the phone I sense that he's been coached about what information is for release and what's not. She's way out of my life I just wish I could talk to my boy without him feeling controlled. Given the choice between talking but being careful what you say, or just not talking at all, I'd opt for not talking. Why does the "I'm feeling" bar stop at 'horrible' when the are just so many shades of Hell beyond that?
