Journal Entry for April 16, 2008
I GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm anorexic & NOBODY understands me.
I'm anorexic & NOBODY understands me.
I GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!...HE PROPOSED...!!!!!
Oh Em Gee..!
Next Thursday I'm moving to West BY GOD Virginia..! I'm a little scared, anxious, nervous, happy, sad.. I'm all of the …
Give OnVAcTiONFrOMReALiTY a hug
HEY GIRL!!! IM SOOO GLAD YOUR DOING BETTER!!!- SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A WHILE- IM HERE FOR YOU THOUGH
BY THE WAY--YOUR GORGEOUS BABY---
HEY BABYGIRL-IM BACK--THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH 4 THE HUGZ!!!!!!
Hi Stacey,hope your doing well ((HUGS))
Just wanted to give you some love...lol. Hope you are doing good and feeling great. I LOVE YOU!!!! Talk to you soon!
IVE NEVER REALLY BEEN TOTALLY SATISFIED WITH MY WEIGHT. BEING STRESSED OUT & GETTING PRESCRIBED TO ADDERALL, I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT EATING. & SOMEHOW IT HAS TURNED INTO A HUGE MESS! FEAR OF FOOD, FEAR OF GAINING WEIGHT, STARING IN THE MIRROR PINCHING MY SKIN.. BEEN DOING THIS FOR A LITTLE OVER SIX MONTHS. I KEEP TELLING MYSELF, JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE.. I HAVE TO STOP B4 SOMETHING SERIOUSLY HAPPENS TO ME.
I care more about other people, that i've completely forgotten about myself. And I'm very codependent on my boyfriend.. More emotionally than anything..
Because of my boyfriends PTSD from being over in Iraq, I put up with A LOT of BS! And now I have developed some serious issues with myself. He's been getting help, but things sometimes still get out of control..
Not too much to tell about it.. I guess having an ED & Emotional Abuse will do that to you..
I've been abusing adderall for almost a year..
I'm a single mom with a two year old daughter named Alison. SHE is my daily strength. =)
I was raped at the age of 16 by an ex boyfriend of mine, & a friend of his.
I started cutting when I was 16 years old. I got help the help that I needed, but had to stop seeing my counselor when I turned 18 since I was at the madison center for children. I never got another counselor b/c at the time, I felt neglected by her. I started cutting again a few months ago after so many years of not doing it.. Now it's hard to stop when I get overwhelmed with emotions.