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I really miss my cat now.  I'm not sure what exactly triggered it but I think it was because I dreamed about her a few days ago.  I had a dream that she came back to life and during the entire dream I just held her and walked around with her.  

I am in college now.  I am 18 years old and my cat died when she was 20, so she has been here all my life.  I have pictures of her all over my room here and I just love her so much. 

I know I am at college now and wouldn't see her anyway, but it Thanksgiving is coming up and I will really miss her then.  Thinking about her memories makes me sad.  I love my little Chloe. :(

As you may have known, since receiving the Gardasil vaccine last month I have been suffering from a variety of symptoms.  I have started compiling all my research together and have formed a website so I can organize it for myself and others can access it as well.

If you are considering this vaccine, or suffered adverse reactions I encourage you to check it out and leave me a message!  Thank you!

oneless.webs.com 

I took the gardasil vaccine yesterday and almost immediately passed out and possibly had a seizure.  I felt nauseous and had a brief psychotic episode later that evening.  I am still really sick and am staying home from school today.  I just wanted to tell anyone who is thinking of giving their kids this vaccine to please look into it.  I am not saying to most definitely not do it, but after they have it done make sure they are okay.  I am only one person out of many who has taken the vaccine, but I just wanted to make the risks known.

I have to go have an EEG next Thursday and based on the results I will discuss with my doctor if I should have a second and third vaccination.  If anyone has been in this position, could you please tell me what you did?  I just want to get as many opinions as I can.  I am afraid to do it again because I was really sick, but other people are saying that it still might be worth it if it prevents cancer...