persimmon's Journal

The sadness is back, and I don't know why. I did something that I shouldn't have done, but it was so minor. But for some reason, I can't let it go. I feel miserable. I just want to go home and go to sleep. I want to rest.

I feel, maybe that if I'm such a bad person that I don't deserve to ever start a family someday. And that breaks my heart. I feel stuck.