Journal Entry for October 17, 2009
Hello. Things in my life have been quite hectic. Some good and some bad but I am trying to manage it. Recently in July I finally got my first …
Hi, my name is Christina. I am 20 years old. I'm an outgoing person and easy to get along with. Also I have 2 cats, named Salem and Precious, and 1 dog, named Star. Well If you want to know more just ask.
Hi, my name is Christina. I am 20 years old. I'm an outgoing person and easy to get along with. Also I have 2 cats, named Salem and Precious, and 1 dog, named Star. Well If you want to know more just ask.
My interests include writing, poetry, music, drawing, and reading. my favorite types of music are 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s. some rap, hip hop, r&b, spanish rock, reggaeton, cumbia, and oldies. I love to watch all kinds of sports. GO CHARGERS!!! Love hanging out with my friends and just being me. I LOVE to hang out with my mom's side of the family, we get along so well. I hate being to far from them though.
My interests include writing, poetry, music, drawing, and reading. my favorite types of music are 40s,
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Hello. Things in my life have been quite hectic. Some good and some bad but I am trying to manage it. Recently in July I finally got my first …
i'm so nervous because i'm getting my first tattoo hopefully later today. i hope i can take the pain. *ouch* lol...
Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been on here lately, it's just that where I'm living I have no access to internet. But because I'm at …
hi everyone. sorry i haven't written anything in a while. i've been a little busy doing so much for my family and friends that i haven't …
hey goregous, whats new these days, been to any goot movies, hope the weather is sunny and bright and happy, if you need a friend, iam here to share, have a gret week. (:
well hey sweety, whats shaking over there on the dance floor these days, i hope yur doing well, and things are happy and joyus for u, hopefully the days are sunny, the books yur reading are giving your mind goot thoughts, thanks for sharing the love,,,, let shake our groove thing on the dance floor sumtyme, hugss and love, alll my best.
Hey gorgeous, Whats up with ya? Everything going good for ya? Have a wonderful day beautiful, hehe!!!
sending huggs and kiss's to a sweet girl, i truly, admire your accomplishments, i hope you achieve everyone of them, and hope you have a gret week, i'll see ya in a week from now, huggs and smiles.
been thinking alot about cha and I totally miss talking to you.
When I was 2 years old, I was diagnosed with Asthma. When I was 3 I had my first asthma attack. The doctor's always told me I might grow out of it, but I don't think I will. When I was 13, I was having trouble breathing and didn't know why. My mom took me to the hospital at 1 in the morning and I was told it was an attack. It took me 3 times on the machine to breathe well enough to go home. I now have a breathing machine for my house.
I was diagnosed with depression when I was 14. My therapist said that the way I described my childhood that I have had depression since I was 5 years old. I tried to kill myself twice in a 4 month period. I used to cut, do drugs, drink, pop pills, runaway, and have people hurt me physically just to get rid of my pain. I try to stay away from that but it's very hard.
I first new I was bisexual when I was about 8 years old. I thought it was gonna go away but it just got stronger. I finally came out and told my friends that I was bi in 9th grade. I told some of my family members a little bit after 9th grade.
My grandfather was diagnosed with colon cancer in 2003 and he passed away in 2005. It was really hard seeing him in constant pain. He went through surgery, and chemotherapy.
My friend got me into cutting in 8th grade. I stopped for a while and almost forgot what I did. But then my dad was being an idiot and I couldn't get rid of the pain. I remembered what I had done in 8th grade and I started again. I used to use my fingernails, erasers, or razors. I haven't done it for a while but I still dig nails into my skin sometimes when I feel really upset.
I can't really stand reality. I have to daydream because it makes my day better. I like playing things in my mind. I can sit in my room for most of the day and just daydream about the past, present, future and just things in general.
Ever since I was little, I have always had headaches. I was in and out of the hospital trying to make them go away. At first the doctor said it was my Sinuses. My headaches are constant. They die down a little but are still there. Sometimes I get a regular headache, Migraine, and a sinus headache at once. I just want to know what it feels like to not have a headache, even if it's just an hour or two.
I just can't sleep. I toss and turn and it takes me forever to get sleep. When I do sleep I don't want to get up.
I have been bi since I was in 6th grade. Some of my family knows and some don't accept it. I have never really been in a relationship with a girl but I want to someday.
My father and I have never really gotten along since I was 5. He used to treat me like his slave and would always believe his wife over his own daughter for everything. My therapist told me that because my dad and I always had problems that I had depression ever since I was 5 years old. I had to do everything in the house because the idiot of my father and his wife were to lazy to do anything. He would yell and hit me and then talk to me later. He finally stopped hitting me at 15.
my grandpa died in Feb. 23 of 05. then 4 months later my aunt Sally died. 7 months later my uncle Stevie died. and another uncle died a little bit before that. a year after all their deaths my aunt Carmen died near Christmas. It just sucks that their gone.
I am always pulling on my eyelashes and eyebrows. But I sometimes pull on my hair and clothing. I have done this since I can remember.
I have weird phobias. I have Social Phobia and fear of public speaking
i hate my stepmom. my father decided to tell me a week before the wedding that he was getting married to her. I always got in trouble because of her and he always took her side instead of mine. i sometimes wish that he and my stepmom get a divorce.
I told my mom that I was bi when I was about 15 and she was ok with it. I told my dad a year later and he hates it. my friends know and the rest of my family don't. I don't think I want them to know but I am tired of hiding it.
I have had depression since I was 5. well that's what my therapist said. I have never really cared for life since i was little and don't know if i want to keep living in it.
my mom and dad were nver married and they broke up when i was about 7 years old. it was hard for me to take that and then to see my dad dating other women. i hated him for not wanting to be with my mom but now. i don't really care about him, only my mom. my dad can go to hell.
I lost 3 family members in 1 year and 2 years after their death i lost another family member
Have friends who are gay and they are my non blood related family.
I have a few friends like me who are suffering from depression. we try and help each other but sometimes its hard.
my brother is addicted to crystal meth.
I lost my dog, Sparkles, who was only 16 going on 17 years old. I miss her so much!!
My grandpa had colon cancer, and my grandma in Mexico has cancer that has spread through her whole body. I also have a couple of uncles and aunts who have had it.
I am so stressed to the poit where it seems that, everytime I wake up in the morning, it feels like I forced my body and brain to sleep. My brain is building up so much pressure. I can't stand it anymore.
My grandmother in Mexico had cancer in her face. She had suffered with it for a couple of years, and now has passed from it.
i think i just had one last night and throught all day today. Feb. 23rd 2008
My mother's friend since middle school was diagnosed with ALS.
Too many fears