death lullaby
October 12, 2009 7:47pm
I watch the blood pour out of me like a over-flowing fountain
My impulses escalade and my demons start shoutin
They tell me that death is just mere …
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britknee
4:12pm, October 20, 2009
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About Me
britknee
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About Me
Im Smart, Bubbly, Depressed, I have Severe Anxiety, Im a Lover, Im compassionate..all in all I am just a sweet girl plain and simple..it mostly has turned around to bite me, though!!! It seems my sincerity just is an opening for ppl to come in and abuse it..mainly guys who dont care!Ive been heart broken a lot .I base a lot of my life story off of lyrics to different songs..its that, that keeps me focused and calm. I plan to study Veterinary medicine or go in a field that helps animals!I love playing sports in the summer, basketball, volleyball, tennis, bad mitten. Running is another hobby, i run all the time...its the only way i feel free, its just me and the black top...lol I really fight every day to put the past behind me. I guess i try to help everyone else before i help myself..but then again thats just me.most ppl like me, im really easy going, nice to get along with, and i like to help ppl struggling..so if you EVER need ANYTHING..msg me and ill do everything possible to help
Im Smart, Bubbly, Depressed, I have Severe Anxiety, Im a Lover, Im compassionate..all in all I am just a sweet girl plain and simple..it mostly has turned around to bite me, though!!! It seems my sincerity just is an opening for ppl to come in and abuse it..mainly guys who dont care!Ive been heart broken a lot .I base a lot of my life story off of lyrics to different songs..its that, that keeps me focused and calm. I plan to study Veterinary medicine or go in a field that helps animals!I love playing
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Interests
I love running track..and my music.. and what can i say ima big sweetheart! I have a personality that would probly melt you..i have a big life story.pretty complicated and fitness is my life..Im also big on helping other people so if anyone needs anything my doors always open:)
I love running track..and my music.. and what can i say ima big sweetheart! I have a personality that
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Fucking SCHOOL
September 29, 2009 4:36pm
I thought the whole college experience was going to be great and all....but i feel more alone then i lead on to people. I make friends, my aunt told …
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This Pain....
September 24, 2009 8:58pm
Your words cut like a knife, against my beating heart
They dug right into my flesh and tore it apart
My tears strolled down like pounding sheets of …
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Life is....
June 24, 2009 11:37am
At the moment, im doing pretty great.
I went to orientation last week to sign of for my classes and all. I have heard some pretty nasty things about …
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Im with you. Im a virgin and plan to remain one till I am married. You can do it.
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hey im jessie, how are u?
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hey. how's it going? i know it's late, but happy birthday.
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Brit,
You're welcome sweetheart. It's so good to see you smile. That really makes my heart sing and I pray that you're life will always be full of love and happiness. Take care and God Bless you my wondeful friend.
Love Always,
Chris
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have a great birthday. 18 is a big one. you can register to vote. lol. its important though...xxoo
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI have both bulimia and anorexia. At school i dont eat and at home if I eat I will throw it up....
Close Sexual Abuse
When I was 6 years old my real father sexually abused me and he beat me. I thought my life would change when the court gave me back to my mom but I would blatenly find out I was wrong. I was about 10 when I moved with my mom and after a little while my moms husband started touching me too. It wasn't serious at first but as I got older it started to get worse. I had so many nightmares and still struggle as a teen. Its hard relying on people and its tough to have people understand you.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open High School Stress
School sux ass. I hate it and cant wait til its over.
Open Rape
I was raped by my biological father and my step dad when I was only 6 years old
Open Depression
I hate my life and its getting worse. Stress has piled up and to top it off I cant talk to the one person thats helped me out. It is getting better but still worse. I am very sad and lonely
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i diet and then binge and purge and dont eat, i have been diagnosed with both anorexia and bulimia
Open Fitness Goals
i want to loose weight really bad and i am willing to go to extreames to get there
Open Phobia
i have a strong fear or phobia of getting FAT
Open Pet Bereavement
Upon living with my mother my step dad would hurt my animals and have killed a couple to just get back at me...usually for saying i would tell on him for what hes done..i think thats why im so strong against animal cruelty today!
