Journal Entry for October 30, 2007
October 30, 2007 6:14pm
You know growing up I was the only boy in the house and the second oldest. My younger brother passed away when he was nine. Growing up around all …
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About Me
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About Me
I am recovering from the life style of a pimp so I guess that means I have issues with women. I lived to smoke weed and smoked weed to live. I suffer from a fractured personality that learned how to manipulate at a young age being in the house with all girls. I made my first child when I was 15 then again AT 17, 18. I moved around so much I don't know where I am from. I have learned alot just to be 27 and the only people who probably could relate probably went through similar situations. thank you
I am recovering from the life style of a pimp so I guess that means I have issues with women. I lived to smoke weed and smoked weed to live. I suffer from a fractured personality that learned how to manipulate at a young age being in the house with all girls. I made my first child when I was 15 then again AT 17, 18. I moved around so much I don't know where I am from. I have learned alot just to be 27 and the only people who probably could relate probably went through similar situations. thank you
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Going to college to pursue a career in criminal justice, attending social events where the purpose is self awareness, I like being a leader by example, working out, meditating and being different.
Going to college to pursue a career in criminal justice, attending social events where the purpose is
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Journal Entry for October 19, 2007
October 19, 2007 1:08pm
There is really nothing to talk about other than the fact that I am doing really well in most of my areas especially in mathematics; I would like to …
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Journal Entry for October 15, 2007
October 15, 2007 12:48pm
My cousin died down south. I am sad but I fully understand the concepts of life and death, so all I have to do now is feel, heal and deal. One thing …
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 5:47pm
Today I started my meath class which is a ten week course. I am confident that I will get the job done this time around . I took this class once …
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Journal Entry for August 31, 2007
August 31, 2007 1:17pm
I feel confident today, but there is this feeling that I cant explain that is making feel a little down. My experience as a black man Is where I am …
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Stay strong! :) Where did you find NA meetings? Is there an easy way to look them up?
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thanks for the notes,on love....i agree any broken bridge is too much....it stresses out the soul....be good...mel
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I’m With You
Thanks for the uplifting message! Im gonna forward it out. It was sooo inspiring, Thanks sweetie!!!Just keep on the path that you are on and you cant go wrong. The past is the past. Let it all go, and your future will become brightr and brighter. Oodles of Hugs for ya cutie pie!!!!
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I pray that you succeed in everything that you do!!! Hugs for ya , Niecy.
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Support Groups
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Had 15 months free from Mj, thought I was not an addict. Relapsed, now I realize that I must stay connected to the fellowship in order to stay clean. I am a member of Narcotics Anonymous and I love the fact of it!
Close Family Issues
From day one, mom alcoholic living with the pain her mother put on her,dad dope fiend addict because of what was done to him as a child now you have me, one of the children who took a step in both of there directions while all of my sisters chose to deal with their pain by going to college. The pain is still there for them one pretends she is not from us the oldest hears voices and one can't find no harm in a murderer, one died in my arms and the other two are still young.
Treatments
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
I have been having sex for so long that It has gotten away from the real reason why people make love. I have crossed the line with women in my sexual activities and I feel that I need some time to abstain so I can come back to the sexual norms.
Open Healthy Relationships
I just want to learn what I must do and work on in my own life so I can be all that I can be for my future family.
Open Child Support & Custody
I pay child support and I need to know information on how I can start seeing my sons since their mother wants to not tell me anything and shut me out of their life.
Open Financial Challenges
I just want to start saving for my futeur and I need advice form those who have already tread in this path
