Journal Entry for August 2, 2007
Tomorrow is Katie's 6th birthday. I can't believe my baby is going to be that old! They were going to have friends spend the night and right …
I am married, two daughters and two cats. I work full time as a teacher for prekindergarten in public school. I am devoted to my husband and my kids.
I am married, two daughters and two cats. I work full time as a teacher for prekindergarten in public school. I am devoted to my husband and my kids.
Tomorrow is Katie's 6th birthday. I can't believe my baby is going to be that old! They were going to have friends spend the night and right …
We worked on the house today and then I took the girls to the pool. I can't swim right now because my monthly is here so I just sat in the …
Tonight we just went down to the park and the girls played a little while and then we walked home. Our knight in shining Tahoe didn't have to …
We took a walk this afternoon while supper was in the oven. We went too far and we had to call Marty to come and get us! The girls and I were …
It's raining so I don't know if we are going to go for a walk tonight after supper. I hope we do. I don't want to stop and then not get …
Miss Stacey,i miss you ever soooooooo much,i hope you are doing well,if you come back to DS please look me up. love~mila~
I have binging problem. It's all or nothing. The only thing is if I eat that piece of chocolate or bread I can not control myself to stop. my tongue wins most of the time. I am good with eating for about 3 or 4 days but the 5th day and 6th day are usually horrible. I will eat anything and everything, Sometimes it is so bad that my stomach feels like it is going to burst. I hate being over weight but it's so hard to say no sometimes. I exercise about 6 days per week, I am VERY Active. I wish I could eat proparly all the time so I could see the scale and my fat face go down. I was successful last year. I lost 40 lbs but I gained back 20 lbs. My weight loss is a roller coaster. I had strong will power before now my will power sucks. I am fed up. If u need someone to talk to I am here.
Hugs to You! Sharon
You still out there Miss Stacey? Thinking of you! Hugs, Sharon
Just hoping that you are doing OK. Hope to hear from you soon. Take care!
I am 38 years old and I weigh over 300 pounds. My mom died on New Year's eve a the age of 63. I am still mourning her loss and also the loss of my best friend who committed suicide on July 31, 2006. I am married, two kids, full time job as a teacher and fat. I feel inferior to everyone and I have a hard time accepting myself and validating my own feelings. Sounds like everyone else, I am sure.
I am trying desperately to lose over 140 pounds but lately I can't stop myself from eating things that are bad for me and my family. I am so tired of food controlling my life and controlling my thoughts and emotions. I want it to stop.
July 31, 2006 my best friend of over 20 years hung and killed herself. New Year's Eve my mother died after a brief illness. As I write this, my father is in ICU not expected to live. Three short months after my mom died it looks like my dad is going to go now.