More thoughts.....
It's about 7am, and I'm looking out my office window watching the snow start to fall - it's amazing how Mother Nature …
I've always known I was different....for the past 7 years I've pushed my 'other' side down as I thought I was completely happy and satisfied in my marriage - we're now separated and I'm realizing those feelings never go away.
I've always known I was different....for the past 7 years I've pushed my 'other' side down as I thought I was completely happy and satisfied in my marriage - we're now separated and I'm realizing those feelings never go away.
SingleBiDada gave Rainbowmoon a hug 8:55am
Not too bad......I guess.......lots of things are happening in life at the moment.......some joyous,…
SingleBiDada wrote a discussion post in the Transgender support group: Thoughts...... 8:26am
It's around 9:30am and I'm sitting here at my desk thinking about life and everything it has to offer......…
SingleBiDada wrote a journal entry: Thoughts..... 2:29pm
It's around 9:30am and I'm sitting here at my desk thinking about life and everything it has…
SingleBiDada changed their mood to OK 10:14am
SingleBiDada wrote a journal entry: October 20th, 2009 8:44am
It's been about 10 months since I've written anything here - but feel as if it were yesterday.…
It's about 7am, and I'm looking out my office window watching the snow start to fall - it's amazing how Mother Nature …
It's been about 10 months since I've written anything here - but feel as if it were yesterday.
Life has taken some interesting …
Well......here it is after the holiday rush.......
I asked the ex if she'd like to come over for Christmas dinner (knowing that she hasn't …
Well, here it is just a little over one year since she left......my life with my children is beginning to blossom; I'd have never guessed …
hello and how are you today
Hy Hon, you have always been female in the way it matters, before you were born, your brain was female gendered, just that something went wrong and you developed the wrong secondary sexual features, but even when you weren't aware of it, you were female gendered, because it is the brain that ultimately determines gender. Now you just got to break down 40 years of social brain washing and conditioning. It sure is one hell of a wild ride, I love it!
love the photo !!!
had never heard of calgon... now I know. thanks I need something, but guess i'll live.
bye for now.
I can relate to a lot of your story...I know it's rough. I'm so sorry for what you are going through, but after 8 years of marriage going sour (for some of the same reasons you speak of), I can tell you that time does heal all wounds...just leave a nasty old scar. If you want to chat sometime, feel free to get in touch.
I've known I was different since I was about 6 - in my early teen years, I thought I was gay, maybe even TG - but didn't realize until AFTER I got married and confessed to her about how I felt. That really brought me out of my shell. I told my family and they accepted me for being bi. So here I am, 7 years after that incident, and my wife has left me because she's dealing with those same issues in her life and she doesn't know how to tell me about it - I believe she's gay, and in denial.
Wife recently left as I thought she was having an affair with another woman - and started 'reading between the lines' - very bad thing to do - now we just argue all the time and it stinks. 08/07/08 - life is getting somewhat better I guess....the soon-to-be ex never really sees the kids, & i think she's missing out on alot; but that's her thing to deal with.....my kids are starting to see how she really is, and they're pushing her out of their lives - which is sad.......all the explaining in the world just doesn't seem to affect her, so I've stopped trying to.
I've always felt like I was 'different' - ever since I was about 7 y/o.......I've battled in attempting to be '100% male' and have pushed my feminine side down as far as I can in hopes that it was 'just a phase' I was going through........I came out to my family about 7 years ago (ex-wife, sister, etc) and they all support me. Why can't I do the same for myself?