I'm 19 years old and I'm entering my 2nd year of college. My life has not always been a crystal staircase. I've been through abuse in every form, but sexually, I used to be harassed about how I looked, dressed, hairstyle, talked, my weight, etc. I have hearing loss in both ears and I sometimes feels like people are mad at me for something I have no control over. I actually need and wear hearing aids now. I used to get into fights in middle school because of what the kids would say about me and my family. I guess I'm a bit overly-protective when it comes to my family. Just ask my brother. I suffer from depression and I used to take pills for it, but they didn't seem to me that I was getting any better after 4 months. I don't have a father, but I sometimes wish that I did so that it didn't seem like that everyone in my family treats me differently because of that. I started cutting myself when I was 15 years old. I still do every once in a great while. I'm a semi-ex smoker, but I don't really like drinking. I've only been drunk once. My mother is a recovering alcoholic. I've done pot, but that was just a way for me to escape my reality and I don't do it anymore. I don't really know what else to say. If you want to contact me, you can find me at www.myspace.com/katds2008.
I'm 19 years old and I'm entering my 2nd year of college. My life has not always been a crystal staircase. I've been through abuse in every form, but sexually, I used to be harassed about how I looked, dressed, hairstyle, talked, my weight, etc. I have hearing loss in both ears and I sometimes feels like people are mad at me for something I have no control over. I actually need and wear hearing aids now. I used to get into fights in middle school because of what the kids would say about me and my
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Reading, writing, being alone, drawing, surfing the web, being with my friends, watching amine, playing
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I suffer from depression and axtiey and I have low self-esteem issues and I'm sluggling with my image.
I have a hard time going to sleep and staying asleep since I was about 10 years old. At times, I would stay up all night or sleep all day. I hated it.
I was born with some hearing loss (or so they believe), but around the ages 2 or 3, I was getting really bad ear infections. My mother smoked in the apartment and it turns out that was making me go deaf in my right ear. When I was about 4 or 5 years old, my doctor discovered that I had a hole in my right ear drum, so when I was 5, they fixed it. As I got older, we find out that I was tone deaf and that I couldn't get hearing aids because of that reason. So I had a hearing system in my classes.
I'm a cutter. It makes me feel like I have some control over my life and lets me know that I'm still alive.
I've been trying to lost weight for a few years now and I keep gaining it back. My family does little to support me in it and I hate that.
I always knew that I was different from the other kids. I didn't figure out that I was bi till 8th grade. I didn't really told anyone at that time cuz I was already getting into fights for being a "city kid"When I moved to another town, some kids at my new high school didn't like me, just based on that little fact. But I met people who accepted me and now I have so many friends, it's not even funny.
I just find out a few months ago that I have an anxiety disorder. I have a hard time relaxing. I can't stand being a crowd or group of people where I don't know anyone. I get stressed out very easily and I freak out sometimes.
I can't to quit getting online.
When I was 3 years old, the doctor said I had ADHD. Till the time I was 10, I was on meds. Sometimes when I took them, it freaked my mother out, because of how clam I would get. Like I wasn't acting like a normal kid. I don't know, but I don't like taking pills all the time now. My mom believes that I didn't have that, but that I had ADD. I don't know, but I'm tried of thinking there is something wrong with me.
My face breaks out at random times, sometimes in the worst time for it, like school pictures! I hate it!
My family...where do I begin?
I've been stressed out since I started middle school in 2001. Now I'm going to be a senior this fall and I still feel stress out, and there's nothing there for me to get stress out about. I need help!
My sister's father sometimes hit me when him and my mom were together. He almost killed me and no one did anything. He would also say nasty things to me about my weight and once said that I would have a kid by the time I'm done with school. My mom when she was drinking, used to hit me all the time and call me a mistake. Because I'm bigger them my mom, she never left marks on me. I never really knew what to do and we would living in a new town, so I became this really bitchy person at 13.
I'm what is known as a codependent alcoholic, which means that my life surrounded the alcoholic. My mother was the alcoholic. She was a real bitch and used to hit me and bring home strange men, that I would kick out before they can even get in to the house. She would also call me a mistake. Today, she's been sober for 3 years, but I can't get over what she said. She never wants to talk about how she was to me.
My mom in recovery now, but 5 years ago, her drinking was at it worst. I couldn't do anything. I was always worry that people in school would find out about what goes on in my home, that I became bitchy and pissed off all the time. I didn't really have any friends (new town) and that was when I needed one the most.
My name is Kathriene. I'm 17 years old and I'm a high school senior finally. I'm always stressed out about school, because I want to better myself then what my family has done.
My mother did meth when I was younger and was always off the walls.
I'm the health freak in my family, just because I'm trying to get them to stop eating so much junk food.
I've just lost my Godmother, my friend Ellie died 3 months ago. Both my real grandpa and my step-grandpa have died and my mom best friend Bill has too. I don't think that I'll ever get over it.
I've been smoking off and on since I was about 8 to 10 years old. I don't really remember how old I was.
I just found out at the end of last school year that I have an anxiety disorder.
I've been on the depo shot. Made me gain all the weight and some more that I lost. I can't get what I want out of it.
I just find out that I may have Bipolar 2. My mom thought that I may have since she also has it and mental illnesses run in my family.
