Journal Entry for July 18, 2009
July 18, 2009 3:00pm
YOU'RE PASSION WAS A LIE
YOUR HEART HAD ME FOOLED
YOU TOLD ME THINGS I WANTED TO HEAR
TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN YOU
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED …
butterflyarden
2:08pm, October 6, 2008
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Journal Entry for June 26, 2009
June 26, 2009 8:24am
I GOT APPROVED FOR MY BACK SURGERY I AM SO HAPPY ALL THIS WAITING PAID OFF. NOW I HAVE TO GO SEE AN OBGYN FOR A CYST ON MY OVARY AND I HAVE TO GO SEE …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2009
June 2, 2009 2:00pm
THE WAY I THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD ALWAYS BE
I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT KILLING MYSELF .IT JUST BECAME A CONDITION. ONE MINUTE I WAS FINE AND THE …
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Journal Entry for May 13, 2009
May 13, 2009 10:58pm
I HAVE BEEN HAVING A DREAM ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT WITH A LITTLE GIRL BUT IN MY DREAM I GO INTO LABOR EARLY AND SHE IS PERMATURE. I AM NOT SURE …
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HI butterflyard,JUST SENDING LOTS OF HUGSSS AND ASK HOW YOU ARE.I JUST GOT DONE MOVEING THE LAST WEEK SO AM BEEN IN ALOT OF PAIN.WELL TAKE CARE AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN.HAVE A GREAT WEEK-END.LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKIE
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HI MY DEAR FRIEND HOW ARE YOU?JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG AND SAY AM THINKING OF YOU TODAY.HAVE A GREAT WEEK-END.LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSSS JACKY
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Hi sweet Danielle! Haven't heard from you in a while and wondered how things were going?? Hope you are doing good!!!!
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HI BUTTERFLYARDEN,HOW ARE YOU?,HOPE YOUR WEEK-END IS GOING GREAT FOR YOU.JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG YOUR WAY AND LET YOU KNOW AM THINKING OF YOU.TAKE CARE LOTS OF HUGSSSSS JACKIE
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I hate to hear he lost his job on top of everything else! But you just have to trust in God to make everything okay!!
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Close Self-Injury
I once was in your shoes. That was my every thought process. There was not a moment that went by that my mind did not think like that. But one day some how it all changed. I have so many scares on my arms and on my legs. At frist I thought this was how i was, and was going to be for the rest of my life. The only thing I ever got out of cutting was the relief of my sadness and anger. But the scares are a remind of my past that I let control who I was and know they will never go away.
Close Bipolar Disorder
I WAS DX WITH BIPOLAR WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN AND IN A MENTAIL HOSPITAL FOR OVERDOSING ON SLEEP ADDS. I FELT I WAS OUT OF PLACE MY WORLD WAS UPSET SIDE DOWN. AND I DID NOT CARE who WAS AROUND TO SEE IT. I HATED LIFE AND NOLONGER WANTED TO LIVE. MY MOOD WOULD GO UP AND DOWN. ONE DAY HAPPY NEXT DAY DEPRESSED. I'M THINKING IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I AM CRAZY!!!! SOME WHAT STILL AM.
Open Depression
IT ALL STARTED WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. I WAS NEVER REALLY A HAPPY CHILD GROWING UP. AND EVEN AS AN ADULT I STILL AT TIMES GET REALLY SAD.
Open Obesity
I HAVE BEEN OVER WEIGTH FOR SOME YEARS NOW. AND IT MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD INSIDE SOMETIMES TO JUST LOOK AT MY SELF. MOST OF THE TIME I AM REALLY MEAN TOWARDS MYSELF AND IT HARD FOR ME TO EXPLORE SEXUALLY BECAUSE OF THIS PROBLEM. BUT I AM WORKING ON CHANGING THIS
Treatments
- Phentermine Working / Worked
- I HAVE LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT ON THIS MED BUT I HAVE STOP TAKING IT BECAUSE IT IS ADDICTING
Open Sexual Abuse
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER MY BROTHER AND STEP FATHER WOULD SEXUALLY RAPE ME AND BEAT ME. AND NOW IT PLAYS A KEY ROLE IN MY OWN SEXUAL LIFE DUE TO THIS . FOR MANY YEARS I BLAMED MYSELF AND MOST OF THE TIME THIS IS THE REASON I HAVE A HRAD TIME TALKING ABOUT HOW I FEEL
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Open Healthy Sex
LEAENING TO ENJOY THE BEAUTY OF GOOD SEX WAS HARD. BUT KNOW THAT I HAVE I AM NOT READY TO STOP.
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- Patience Working / Worked
- JUST TRYING NEW THINGS
Open Healthy Relationships
HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS: BUILDING FRIENDSHIP AND TRUST AND LOVING EACH OTHER FOR WHO THEY ARE.
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Infertility
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