unloveddevilchild

Open Sexual Abuse

Again i was 9 and i dont want to say anything else right now

Treatments

Art Somewhat Helpful

I like doing creative writing in one of our groups on the ward and i write my own poetry.

Leave Somewhat Helpful

He's moved out finally. He left the building on 18th october 2008

Talking Too Soon to Tell

I havent been able to talk about it really, i start this therapy with my therapist but couldnt go any further.

Open Insomnia

I find it difficult to sleep at night and when i do finaly get to sleep its not for along period of time...But i've gotten used to it like i have to with everything else.

Treatments

Lunesta Somewhat Helpful

Been having this whilst in hospital and is helping abit but i still keep waking aleast 3times even with this.

Music Not Working

I love music but it doesnt help me sleep.

Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful

Only friends again...Doesnt change that i suffer from it though.

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

Treatments

Leave Somewhat Helpful

He's moved out now, left on the 18th october 2008 but although he's gone it doesnt change what happened.

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Open Rape

I was 9 and thats all i can really say right now.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Just Started (25/02/08 9:15am)

Talking Not Working

I started to talk about it but it got to difficult and i couldnt continue.

Open Pyromania

I like fire not sure why yeah i know the dangers of it but i like setting things alight...I used to set fires everyday in bins and parks and other places but havent done that in awhile but i still burn things like paper and i'll hold it in my hand till it burns my hand. I never did it to hurt anyone and no-one ever did get hurt.

Open Sleep Problems - Childhood
Type: Insomnia

I suffer from insomnia although have not been diagnosed with it, I have really vivid dreams and i do get woken up by them alot,I have to sleep hugging my wall. I find it really difficult to get to sleep and when i finally do i dont stay asleep long.

Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

Cancer runs in my family on both sides. My mum had cancer and my grandma did i dont know any further than that but i think 1 of my aunties did and others. My dad has Cancer but doesnt know i know and i think his mum or dad had cancer. I'm at a high risk of developing cancer myself but we'll see.

Treatments

Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful

Only Friends Again...I dont really talk about it coz it wont change the fact that my Dad is going to die of Cancer.

Open Phobia

I hate being watched and i'm afraid of losing the ones i love and their arnt many only afew, I dont like being in akward situations either and i hate people touching me mainly males but i have begun to get better with that, i also hate being on crowded trains or in a small space with lots of people i feel as if their taking all the air. I'm absolutely petrified of Spiders.

Open Families & Friends Of Addicts

both mum and dad are addicted to smoking...dad also addicted to alcohol...friend addicted to drugd mainly heroin. and afew more!

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I can see the dirt, i need to get it off. Its still there, it wont come off. My hands have gone red raw but i can still see it. I have to constantly wash my hands, its horrible, all i can see is the dirt i can feel it too. People tell me theres nothing there but i can see it and feel it.

Treatments

Lexapro Not Working

Start on: 05/04/2008 (5mg)

Zoloft Not Working

Started: 04/03/08 (20mg) Stopped taking due to bad side effects (Note to myself: Wed 12th March 2008)

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

Been suffering with this since i was ***** (i still cant write it) at the age of 9.

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

It helps me alittle sometimes it can calm me.

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Zoloft Too Soon to Tell

Started: 04/03/08

Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

Treatments

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Havent actually talked about this yet with whoever is going to continue counseling me.

Open Depression - Teen

Was diagnosed with server depression beginning of this year.

Treatments

Celexa Not Working

Started: 19/03/08 (20mg) Want working for me and it was giving me tightness in chest and making it hard to breath and swallow so i've now been changed.

Lexapro Too Soon to Tell

Start on: 05/04/2008 (5mg) Dosage up to 10mg on 19/04/2008 Dosage up to 15mg on 26/04/2008

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Start properly on May 7th 2008

Zoloft Not Working

Started: 04/03/2008 (20mg) Didnt work got really bad side effects and they werent easing up so my psychiatrist changed me.

Open High School Stress

Just cant deal with school!

Treatments

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

Open Bisexuality

I'm pretty much 99% sure i'm Bi, i've fallen in Love for the first time and its with one of my close friends whos a girl, but i cant be 100% sure i am Bi until i go 1 step further and kiss a girl.

Open Gay & Lesbian Teens

when i was 12 i had a crush on one of my friends (girl) i got really upset and pushed my feelings aside but now they've come back and i've fallen for another one of my friends who is Bi.

Open Panic Attacks

I begin to shake and get tingling in my fingers then i my breathing becomes extremely rapid and my hearts racing but i feel like i'm not getting any oxygen so i begin breathing fast and my shaking become really bad.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

I'm not really getting counselling for this but i am in counselling so maybe it will help.

Open Back Pain

I have lower back pain like all the time and most days is copable with but then some days the pain is to much, What really scares me is sometimes my lower back goes and my legs go numb and i just collapse, i'm really worried about this as its happened whilst i've been holding small children.

Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen

I believe i may have this and could have been misdiagnosed, i am going to try and bring this up with my consultant and therapist.

Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians

I have many friends who are Gay or Lesbians and i really like one of them so much that i'd say i'd love them but....

Open Weight Loss For Teens

Open Paranoia

Where do i even start? (I'll get back to ya)

Open Incest Survivors

Open Loneliness

Open Bullying

Open Androgenic Alopecia

I got really scared when my hair started falling out and it was just a few strands but a handful, everytime i brushed it and when i'm just sitting there it falls out. My hair has got extremely thin compaired to what it used to be like.

Open Healthy Relationships

I'm in a relationship and really want to make it work.

Open Teen Sexuality

dont want to say anything at the moment.