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TiredOfLivingInPain 
Not to happy today, I don't feel good. I have blisters all over my tongue & my left eye has twitched for two days straight. All of these twitches & malformations are making me sexier as I sit to write. I know it is medicine side effects. I've started two new ones. Lose three & gain two. Makes a shitload of sense, huh. I am grumpy & cannot sleep or concentrate & I am so hungry but I cannot find what it is I want to eat. I've looked & we have a bunch of food but I am lazy, won't prepare. Someone is coming this week to help with housework chores. I am excited to get house clean help. I have Physical Therapy 3 days this week & an epidural block on Friday & feel tired already from that thought. I've had 3 hours of sleep in the past two days & still cannot rest. The wedding was lovely yesterday, did I say this already? I cried some. The groom cried but the bride did not at all. I wondered if she was only calm or if her feelings were not as deep as his feelings. One person's never is, at least I think that & will until I die. I've lived for 37 years & had a lot of relationships & I have to say, one always loves more, except in the case of me & my DOG. Our love is equal. And we are faithful. I won't go around petting any other dogs & she won't go digging into anyone else's bathroom wastebasket! Fair trade. Relationship should work out better than most I've had.
