TiredOfLivingInPain's Journal

Not feeling to well at all today. It is Sunday & I've slept almost all day. Rachel had a birthday party to go to & also visited her grandma. I haven't felt good for a couple of days. I see different doctors 4 days this week, the only day I don't go to a doctor is Tuesday. I don't feel very happy & I don't feel very friendly. I feel aggravated & irritated & tense. I could cry. Last week I took a walk almost every day. That is how much better I felt. I did not walk this past 2 days & that is probably why I feel so crabby. I think I will walk with Rachel when I pick her up tonight. I miss her some but she has been so aggravating lately. She smarts off alot more & blows & huffs when she is unhappy. I guess it goes with her age. An afterthought, I hate to be nice & reach out to other people only to get nothing in return. I cannot understand a lot of people, why they are unfriendly & don't seem to care much about others. Seems like everywhere you go it is like this.